hey peepz..lolz..just came back..
fuhh..pnat seyyz..damn tiring uh..

just now.at 6.went outz..followed mumz n dadz..wit cik said also..
ikot pi anerz ntah..pi amekz kretaa..ma mumz new carz!!wow!so nycee seyy
silver in kalor..toyata atlis..i think??lolz..hahakz..
smell of e new car..yuckz..smelly..thenz topup petrol..mumz bougt air freshnerz..izzit?hakz..yeahz..e smell dosent go awaee..!bluekz..

thenz cik said drive back..then afta tat..mum went out again..wit dad..me n bibik..went 2 BP..jumpe cik kamal..mumz drove ther..damn..scarry siaa..e tupid van go n hon..waaa!ma heart jumped!..scaryy..

thenz afta miting cik kamal..wnt 2 eat..hungry sia..lumz mamz dari tdik siang..thenz gi kdai aner ntah..byk nah orng mlayu.sume stare..hai..muke ako ade show ker..bingit sey..
wat bdh jek uh..

hmzz..n now..i hap 2 go0 2 bed earli..cause tom..im gonna accompany ma mumz 2 werkz..sobz..have 2 wake up damn earli..7am???hai..tired siot..
klarz..gtg 4 n0w..ma dearz din ring me..sobz..thought of goin out wit hym tomz..wellz..c ferst..
hmz..take carez peepz!nitey!

Heylo0z..boreddz!..sho0..decided 2 blogg..d-uh..

hehekz..just came back frm world trade centre..fetch sum1..wit ma jiranz n ma adkz2..lerz..
wadeverz izzit..tired sia..pimpin irfanz ol e wae.msgin yanaz fwenz n khaty..n tokin 2 yanaz..
damn..wad e heck i was doin..i also duno0..lol..

yest..went out wit mummy..went 2 holland V..bought sum cat fo0d 4 garfield..lolz..its a black cat..but named garfield..lolz..hakz.thenz bought chocolate iced..damnz..nyce uh..hakz..thenz odw back..saw sum1 wit her gurl.dammit.saw his bike n pizza shirt. i knew whuse tat oledi..sakittt atii..lolz..kidinz..4 wad sey akit atii..ler..

thn jus now mornz..went 2 skulz wit yanaz..bought her skul bo0k..kecoh uh gurl..ader2 jekz..thenz e tupid mat sarawak pat kedai kopi pi senyum at mee!ewww!!yuck..damn..eee..geli sey..while i was lyke yuck..yuck..ade mat pat depanz..n he luk at mee..haa..lolz..wakakaka..mepek sak juliee..yanaz laughed at me non-stopp..tak aikz uh ko siz..ape sey..sobz..

hahakz..crazzie.thenz waited at 166 bustopz..hmz..thenz ader mat2 kecik aner ntah..was lukin at em..n they were lyke smilin?grr..gross..hakz..n againz..yanaz laughed at me..
tak aik sey gurl.hahakz..i loike irfan hair!nycee..mat2 style..wo0tz..

tatz ol 4 nowz..gtg..take carez aytee..

HeYlo0z..Hmmz..

im sowie cygz..so sowie 4 everythinz..frm e previous post,realli sowie..din xpect me 2 sae tatz..out of anger..everythin came out..
hmz..dae by dae..im beginnin 2 lurpz hym!..lurpz ma switypiee..=)

hmmz..everythin seemz fyne..=)
goin out tish weekz..yep2..
hes bdae cumin so0nz..!

gtg nowz..
lurpz ya dearie..

SowIe..Long tyme nvr blog lee..busy..

Hmmz..letz c..2dae,6 dec..horrible..dammit..yest nyte,everythin was reveal..he got angry,n i dunno y..u said u treated me as a nyce fwen of urz??..budden,y must u be so frust up wen u knoe tatz im attch.im sowie,ive hurt eu or wat..cant u jus treat me lyke a gudz fwenz of urs..i know e mistakes ive made n im sowie..budenz,can u just dun blame me 4 everythin..u have 2 realised ur mistakez 2..jus dun push everythin 2 mee..

still remember,wen u ferst msg me.jumped wit joy..gotta know u betta..u were nyce guyz..i gues,gurlz realli lyke eu wen they know ur attitude wellz..im sowie once againz..u made e decision not 2 be fwen wit me,i din sae tat okz.plese.i din even sae tatz.u think i even dare 2 say goodbye 2 eu?do u know how i feel wen i have 2 sae tatz..itz realli heartbreakin u knoe..i just dunno yy..
i dun know howz ma feelin 4 eu..u olwaes said,u treat me as a fwenz,not mre thanz tatz..then u have 2 respect ma decison.i know,im nyce.budenz,which humanz dont do mistakez..oh plez..commonz..

i had enuff of guyz..realli hadz..goin 2 sae gudbye 2 yanz 2..im sowie.u treated me as if im invisble.as if i dun exist in ur lyfe.i know,u r damn busy.doin wad.i duno wad e hack u r doin outside.u dun werkz on weekdaes,u dont go 2 skulz..cant u jus take a minz of ur tyme 2 ring me..ask whether im dead or not..hmz,everytyme,i sat,thinkin bout eu.4 wat?waste everythin do u know tatz.
i know im nyce..budenz dun take advantage of mee 4 being nyce..i had ma patience..i tried 2 understnd eu.ive tired.budenz,i failed 2 do sh0o..

Now ma eyes r damn swollenz.n ma mumz kept on askin yy..i said nothin n i just suddup..
im just so fcuk up..im sowie..guyz dun understnd gurlz..do u tink i want 2 do tish 4 nothin??
u think i wanna tish 4 fun??wana test eu??damn..i have no tyme 2 do0 ol tatz..
wad if i tell u im attch in e frst plce..conferm u will sae gudbye 2 me.i know u wellz.wana keep tish frm eu cause i dunwan eu 2 be hurt.but ended up.me kena scolded frm eu.nvmz.its ok.ma mistakez.ill accept it.
u just dun understnd wad im tryin 2 sae 2 eu.tatz e end.fullst0p.

Hmmz,cried e whle nyte yest.just dun know wad i was thinkin about.tokz 2 yanaz,cried ma heart out.thenz while tokin 2 her.ma abgz koled.damn,he know i was crying.i told himz i wil tok 2 himz laterz.i realli have no moo0d 2 tok 2 aniwan xcept yanaz.thenz i msg ma abgz.told himz,i wunt be callin himz.n thenz.he said,y?dun cry nimre..dun kol himz 4eva also canz..damnz..realli stuck..sho,ring himz up.tok 2 himz..

n kena scolded again 4 being sho tupid.cried over tish 2 guyz.tok 2 himz 4 a while.thenz ma dearest bro,made a damn lame joke.n i strted 2 laugh.i was deeply hurt.buden,just imagine tat notinz happeninz..afta tatz,tok 2 ct..dammit..tupidz gurl..laugh2..lerz.ikotkn ko nyer gilerz..thenz tok 2 khaty plakz.hmz,very wellz.i realli made ma decision.

woke up wit ma eyes swollenz againz..saw himz onlyne..n againz,i broke downz..thnkz yanaz..i know ur tryin 2 help me..tatz his decision..i have 2 respect it ryte..i cant do anythin..='(.
conf wit yanaz n khatyz.n again n again.broke downz.i tried 2 cntl.i just cant.i had enuff.enuff pressure on me.ppl dun understnd.xcept 4 abgz n ma sizzie..

thenz.he msg me 2 kolz himz.din notice.thenz he rang me.din pick up.din notice 2.damnz.koled hym at 5.fyne.he ask 4 an explanation.told himz.n he said.'tatz e end'.okiez.sho0,HakiMz..thnKz 4 everythin owkie..im really sowiee..put ol e blame on me okie..as long ur happie..i dun mindz..u will definately find a better gurl thanz me..whu can wait n tolerate kayz..once again,im sowie,n thnkz 4 everythin ma dearz pwince..i will nvr 4get euu..

Tatz e end of everythinz..
Im nOt gOnna bE e JuLiaNa u uSed 2 Know...

WooTz..out of a suddenz..im back here..hahakz..thought of making a new piece of blogskinz..buddenz..seemz tatz i dun have enuff tyme 2 do ol tish stuffs.sho,4 e tyme being.i wil use tish blog back.yesh.hehekz..

Hmmz..yest,went hajah maimunah at geylng.went wit famz n cuzzie..mumz treated em..dammit..went up n down e stairz 2 fetch ma cuzzie.pnat sey.naek tronz..then,skali npmk khairi.waiter.n i was lyke eh.dier ker??hack.he stareda at mee..juz ignore larz..wad u xpect me 2 do ryte.hahakz..

thenz everythin was lyke 200++ buckz..wow!..canz go shoppin siaa..knoe y.cause ma mumz promise tat if she pass her drivin license.she blanja us.ther..tatz yy uh..

thenz afta tat,to0kz loadz of picz wit ma cuzzie.hahakz..me.me.me.hahakz..thenz afta everythin,went jlnz2 4 a while.bought Ferdy's army clothes.d-uh.hahakz..funny boboi..such a kiuty!..hmmz,thenz walk 2 MRT station..

alekz,onlyne 4 a while uh..bowinz..thenz,felt sho tired.wanted 2 lied downz.thenz e doorbell rang..gosh.ma cuzzie are here..opened e do0r..thenz went into ma mumz ro0m.felt aslip.n ma mumz was lyke..'Juliee,sdare ko dtg.ko tdo0..'..i cant help it..i was sho damn tired n slipy.slept till 6.30.1 hr pluz..

wokez up,sat infrnt of e tv.shuddup.hahakz.tatz mee.ma closest cuzzie slept 2.hahakz.thenz,ate dinner.wasnt in e mood.cause im still damn full.sho,decided 2 eat much.bloated sey..*bluekz*..
thenz bobl ngn yanaz pat fonez,was quite sad at tatz point of tyme.skali dpt mzg,waaa!sho happie.thenz me ring himz.mishes himz sho0 muchiees sey..=)

hahakz..woOtz..thenz.was damn bored.fwenz ring me up..hehekz..thenz conf..yeah3!..lurpz em 2 bitz..ct.yana.khaty.hahakz.bobl tak abes..ade jekz bende uh..

hahakz,khatyz in lurpz.sho ish yana!hahakz..=)..gudz luck gurlz..
slept bout 2?.hmz,tiredz nowz.ma shoulder ache.tis ferdy larz.carried himz..ouch.now,ma shoulderz in pain.crampz sey.