Monday, October 23, 2006 @ 12:48 PM

i lurve myslf

Heyloo!!
whees.
i lup myself.
oryte.crazzie!

niwaes.just wana say.camat ari raye.
maaf zahir & batin..
salah silap.ampun kan yer.

i'am really2 luking 4ward to tis raye.
ive transformed!
now wearing contct lense.
dyed ma hair.
and i cant simply wait for rayerr!!

mish ma hunnie loads.
niwaes.update mre later.
tata!
camat arii rayerr!!!

Thursday, October 19, 2006 @ 8:26 PM

i feel like falling dead hokay

alryte.today sucks big tyme.
i'am so helpless.i'am so fcukin tired.
i simply can't do anything much.
gosh.i wanna sleep!
sleep.sleep.sleep.

cause yestdae.i duno wad got into me
that i onli fell aslip at 3??
crazzie ryte.i only got a few hours of sleep.
6.30 woke up and proceeded to the bathroom.
7.15.i was busy packing ma stuffs.
common lah.crazzie sia.
kieslah.met yana.
ther's this guy.he damn bloody kiut lah.
haha.nope julie.nope.
kwang3.just kidding lah.
1 is enuff mah.=)

i can't think properly as i type.
its lyke.im goin left 2 rite.
rite to left.wahaha.
gonna have ma beauty slip soon.
sobs.sad.i cant watch ma skuls deeparaya concert.
wat a waste sey.nvmrd.
ohyah.i remembered all ma books and stuffs were chuck inside the locker.
wahahaha..=)
i'am gonna find tyme and grabbed all those stuffs frm ther..
ct's stuffs are there too..

grrr..*yawns*
hmms.
alryte.lets talk about today.
my first experince working.
wahaa.it was great!
but damn tiring.
it goes lyke this..9.15..
reached the office.we got lost hokay
and this kind soul lead the way.
thnks sir!wahaha.
hes nyce.fwenly.showed us the way till we reached.
we were lyke jakons.
kwang3!!
went up to level 6.me n yana were giggling away.
haha.then i was given a list of name..
after that,i had to call them one-by-one.
grrr..and it goes lyke this..
"good morning.i'am juliana here calling on behalf of microsoft."
blah3.on and on.
and theres one conversation when i spoke lyke a choo2 train!
ahaha!the women dun understand..funnie sey..

and i had to repeat myself over and over again..
tiring..sat all the way..
sakit sey blakang.pengsan sey..
then at 5.30..me finish werk..
and tis liyana was still struggling with her stuff..
waited 4 her till 6 plus.and she got extra pay!
argh!gonna kill her man..
gonna get more clients tom.
bleh naek gajii!!
hahakks.

niwae.i think i saw ma cuzzie bro while me n yana was making our way to
boon keng station.he kinda luk at me.so i stared.and i was lyke.
'eh'.and i walked off.
and yanaa mule kacau2 mat naek moto.
funnie.
had loads of experience anyways.
i wana watch tv before i sleep.
toodles peeps.
niteys!

Wednesday, October 18, 2006 @ 9:05 PM

Adekk!!

**Dek Fir..!!!
Dun u read ma blogg u...
A-d-e-k* F-i-r-d-a-u-s!!!!***

@ 8:42 PM

grr..

and guess wad..
i got a job alryte..
dammit.sucks.wrng tyme sey.
aru nak beraye..da kena werk..
cuti on tues je.
wed amek leave..

i wana go jlan2 sey.
aper lah kena werk.
urgh.stress.
will be goin to werk wit nana.j.
thats liyana..haha..
ader2 je name yg timbul ehks.
and yah.its gonna be quite sucky.

julieee!seram sey.dier suruh wat keje telemarketer sey.
thats means advertising on the telephone.
that's stupiidd alryte..
grr..julie's gone haywire..

went to central just now.
i wanted to dye ma hair..but ma mum said no.
cause its just lyke pmpan sundal. and i was lyke 'wad?!'
nvrmd.i wana wear contacts 2.will she allow?
i'am not sure.i hope so.
me dunwana wear specs on hari raya.
tk glamour sey.=(

nvm.will pujok her to let me wear.
haha.kwang3.i dun care.
yepp.so,i will be werkin n its gonna b tiring.
strss.its in cyberhub?
yeah.
nvmrd.hope tom will turn out to be fyne.=)
smyle julie.lols.
gtg for nw.tc peeps..
niteyy!

@ 10:00 AM

5 mre days.

woke up at about 9 just now..
yepps.bodoh kan bgon pagy2.
tak skola,tk aper.
ish.i'am always lyke that..
when i'am asked to go to school.
i will wake up late and nid sumone to wake me up.
if i'am not skulin..i will wake up automaticaly..
wahaha.julie.julie.
hahaks.

alryte.left about 5 more days to raye?
yeps2.i cant wait.
i'am so looking forward to raye!
yipee!hehekks.
i just can't wait to go shopping.
can't wait to do anythin.
and yah.iam suppose to clean ma aunts hse alryte?
hahaks.she bought me a kebaya which cost $70 bucks alryte.
dgn syarat,kemaskan umah dier.
wahahaa..i'am lazy.umah sendiri lum bersih berkilat.

alryte.once again.
i had a fight with ma guy hokey.
n again.it sucks.
wads simply wrng..
fights here and ther..
urgh!bingit sak.
buat suker atii dier tk abes.sort sak.

dun talk about hym.
makes ma blood boil sey.
nvmrd uh.lazy wana talk about it.
haish.sucks.sucks.sucks!!!!
fcuks.*

urghs.oritey.i'am left to buy either bag or shoes.
but dun tink iam buyin em.i wana buy.u noe wad.
urm.i 4get.
mayb some earrings..or bangles?
i dunno.not realli that sure yet..
yest i bank in 20 bucks into ma acc..
i'am simply broke.broke!
wahaha.alryte.gtg now..
cya guys soon..

Tuesday, October 17, 2006 @ 1:27 PM

hihi.

oh well..
in about a few more days.
its gonna be hari raya.
yipee!
i'am so excited.cant wait.
whes.to put on ma new clothing.
hehe.jlan raye.jumper sanak saudare.
yeah.
Juu-liee ish so excited..

selamat..ari raye..
hehe..lyke small kiddo sey me.
hehe.cant wait!!yippe!
its exciting..
once a year..wher u can c all the malays wearin their traditional costume..
hehehehe..
i have to start cleaning tthe hse..
starting frm 2dae!urgh..
then gotta help mummy and makmok.
so many stuffs to be done.

school's over for me!!!!
yeah!!!..
i'am verii fwe..so free..!!!!
*clapps*..
hehekks..

alryte.just now was okie.
fun wit ct and khaty arnd.
laugh lyke nobody business.
we love disturbing peeps.
hees.
n yah.had sum conflicts wif hym.
hes so rude..
getting on ma nerve
it sucks.haish.
tis happens wen ur in a relationship.
fuckin sucky.

n yepps.i'am not fasting 2dae.
due to certain reasons of course.
yepps.=)
going woodlands later..
gonna sent ma phne for repair.
urgh.sucks ryte.
tis 3250..
sending msg again..cock up..
summore the usb got probs sey..
grr..stress..goin wit khaty later..
shes buying her hari raya shoes..
haha..
i'am gonna use ma last year high heels..
yep2..
tk sabr nye..

blog ltr or tonite.
tc babes n dudes!

Sunday, October 15, 2006 @ 8:42 PM

sighs

i'am just having thoughts..
when will he ever forgive me?
maybe never..
i dunno wads wrngs..

i remembered all those memories we had last year..
it was damn suwit.
thnks for all that..
and now,im missing that from you..
i know,u can neva forgive me.
ive hurt u badly.
sorie *pwince*
gonna miss you much in future.
those memories cant be washed away that easy..
i'am really sorry..
ive made the wrng choice and now i regret.

mayb u have long forgotten bout me.
but i cant..
those memories kept running thrue ma mind.
i'am really sorry.
i kept thinkin bout it.
till u in ma dreams.
i couldnt say much..
i dunno wads simply wrng wit me..
i know u wunt forgive me.
its alryte.i understand.
i will always miss you..
i feel so remorseful.=(

thnks for evrything uve done..
i appreciate u.
i cant nvr forget u..
those memories will always remains.
each tyme i think of you..
tears will roll down..
i know.its no use..
u can neva.neva.forgive me.

alryte.dun talk much of it.
it will always stay in ma mind.
hes one of the best dude ive met.
mayb.things have been planned this way.
just accept it the ways it goes.

take cares peeps.

Sunday, October 01, 2006 @ 10:00 AM

Ma birthdae!

and this tyme round..another post..hehekks..
and the next day..i went to skool half day..
was running a fever..lols..
and then,went home to rest..
all the days i studied.heheks.seems a gud gerl..
and yeahs,friday came..
and guess what..
it was my birthdae!!!

hehekks..Happie Belated Birthdae To Me..!!
i'am onli sixteen laa..
heheks..got wishes on 12 midnight..
thnks yana..thnks dear..
im so happie laa..
budden tears rolled down before that laa..
hmms..so slept and go kisses frm mama!
hehekks..*blushes*..
and then,went to skool..
got preezzie frm yanaa..
its was a perfume..
tchers wish me!
smyles!thnks chers!!..appreciate it much!
dear gave me a card..
yana gave me perfume..and bought me a birthdae cake!!!*thnks**mwah*
adk n abg gave perfume also..
ohyah.celebrated at hosp.
dad wad admitted..
got wishes ther 2..hehekks..
ayah bought me the 3250 phone alrady..
=)

the next day that was yesterday..
went to hosp..
ayah discharge..
hees..wit adk and abg..
the yana came..
back to clementi..it was raining heavily..
then decided to sent ma fone at woodlands...
yeah..took the box..it was slippery..
and it was raining!gosh..nearly slip!
and thers a mat army ther..
and i was lyke..paiseh!..
haaks..then went woodlnds..
sent fone..ayah.mama..adk2..jalan2..
me and yana waited for num..
then abg called me..so i went over..
mama pointed me at the mp3..
oh my gosh!!!
they bought me a new mp3!!
cause the previous one jup lost it!
damn..haiyoo..

klaa..now..gtg..
mama's making lots of noise..
so take cares..
*smooch*

@ 9:25 AM

Singapore Idol

Oryte..this seems outdated..
but hadyy won..woohoo..
what i saved in draft went missing..
okies.lets recall..

24September2006
Was really struggling to find sumone who can go idol wit me..cause i was so frust up wit hym..
all were busy and watsoever..blah3..
and at last..yana went with me!
i jumped wit joy..actualli i wanted to give up!surrender!
budden,nah..Hahakks..i wanted to go..
after making siz carrie searching for tics..
and yah,i chk the site and the tickets that sis carrie gave cost $98!!
so expensive!budden ryte,we sat just right behind hady's fans!!
wohoo!bluee..
we cheered on..
and yah before that..we reached ther bout 5.40??
mama sent us ther..no realli lots of ppl..
so we sat and look at ppl..
n not to forget..laugh at em..
hahakks..verii funnie..then went to 7-11..buy stuffs for breaking of fast..
whesss..fun!!i lurve yanaa!!
hehekks..kecohs..then break our fast and then went straight in!
woohoo..so excited!!!!
its lyke..the frst thing i said was..'WOW'..
hahakks..hady sang quite nyce..you give me wings..I loike!!
heeekkss..then went just shout2 till i lost my voice..
went hme quite late..
reached hme.bath,and had ma beauty sleeP!!!

25september2006
oryte..tis tyme round..
asked kak nana along..and lyke real..she really wanted to go..
at last ringg me up..and said that she didnt wana go..
urgh!so called dear asking whether he wana go anot..
cause hes fighting place wit yana..haha..he gave up..n yana went with me..
that was the before storyy laa..
then he said he wana go..so i asked hym,who will he bringing along?
i thought it was jufrie but it turned out to be rahimi..
its ok..so went out bout 5++..
yeahs..
they reach before us..and went out...saw 4 mats2..
and i was lyke..Haa?that was one of ma guy..
so i swit and all 4 turned..wad the??
forget it..then,he went over..and blah3..
rahimi bought nasi!
hahakks..kecoh...then straight away went..
so exicted..we were lost!!hahakks..
they shouted2 non-st0p..
crazzies!..at last..sampai jugkk la sey..
bought drinks and yah..
da buke..tros masok uh..si rahimi mkn dok bwh lag..masyallah..
trokks..haha..kcoh la dier..
then we went in..others were sitting at my dear and rahimi seats
takot nah nak bukak mulot..so i open la..damn!..
hahaks..settled..and me and yana went to our seat..
yay!..cant wait..
and started of...Taufik Batisah!!!
i lurveee hymmmmm!!!!!!!
hehekks..me and yana shouted till we went crazzie!!!
hehekks..simply lurve TAUFIK!!!!
hady rawks!..
they sang and we were in tears!!..
=)
and yah..hady won!!
congrates!!hehekks..