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Saturday, March 31, 2007 @ 2:16 PM
sleeepyy! i'am so so so so sleepyy!! i want to sleeeppppp! yakdish! slpt at dunno what tyme yest.. urms..1 plus?i think.. yeahs.. sumthing happen between me & yana yest.. misunderstandin skit.. but overall.its was ouhkays. hmph. no comments. i dun wish to say anythin. lalalalala! urms..yest..lpak wit harees n yana.. then harees dh blahs. boyfie plak truns.. hmph.skjap jeks lh. yana nak aliks. then.mule lh terjadik sume. hmms. call khaty off hp lh plaks. siang2 dh mimpi indah2. denggs.. woke up at 7.40 just nw. mum uh.call2 tanye nk mkn ape. suruh ikot g kubor.. adoi..i reali2 nie ma 8 hours of sleep!! ma eyebags cumin back. damn kans..grrr..! pat kubor.dammit. ader cicak! ewww! and i ran arnd.melatah nasib tk maki.. yucks.yucks.! snails.?? wadevaa stuffs.. i dun cares.. hmphs. nuthin much 2 update. mayb goin out with khaty onii! yeah. and im so happie editin ma pictures.lol.! =) takincares. have a good day. *bro sid..if ure reading this.i miss ur crapps lah!!haaax nak kuar ngn pompan pon susah.. nak tanyer adk.nnti adk pilihkan aru tau.. jgn main2 tao..haax! as if im goin to serangg that gurl with a parang. gilaa.i didnt got myslf admitted at IMH befre u noe.. haax.naseb la kakak 2 tk kacau ehk.. lau kacau..habis ma bro sid lari lintang pukang. msuk longkang nnti.. haax. niwaes.thnks so much fer everythin bro! and tolong jgn takot2 kan orng lagii kays!.. blueks.takecares. keep smilingg.!=) |
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Friday, March 30, 2007 @ 7:15 AM
=) Chakkkk!...Bahhh!... Muhaaaax.. pagi2 butaa dh tak btul.. kwang3.. oh well,i didnt have a good nyte sleep. beep boyfie b4 i turn in..arnd 4am.. if not..grr..there he goes again.. haax.. and i toss n turn.. i still culdnt fall aslip.. at about 5am..i went to ma lalala land.. and at 6..i got up! muahahax.. i kept quiet..didnt tell ma mummy. then i heard that shes goin to macdnld.. quickly..i step out.. and i shouted..'wait2.kirim2.mama,hotcakes please'.. and she was lyke.'pantang dgr.g tdo lh'.. and im bloggin now.. whees. urms..goin 2 ccab laters.. wit yanas..clems towns havin their sports carnival..=) i wanaa mit ma old peeps.. miss em sey..will mit them later.. yays!..=) eyesbags.confirms. urghs. im done with breakfst and i gonna wake peep up. lol. =) have a good day peeps.=) |
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@ 2:32 AM
lurvee eu! Yayneesss! i lurvee ma sayang! whees.went outs with hyms. with hes besties n gurlfwen.=) i was bullied by hym! hmphs. nvrminds.next tyme,ur turn!.. blueks. mr bean on holis.. shall is say funnie? yesh it is.. but kindaa borinn 2.? hmmph,i dunno.. thats what i think. well,nuthin much to comment abt the movieee! hmm.i miss goin out with my gurlfrens. i miss u gurls! hmph.talkin about gurlfwens.. shall i say sumthin 2 yana.. gurl..i didnt even think he would do sumthin lyke that. fine.i knoe he tells u his whereabouts. but.??goin to mirc?n all those stuffs.. if hes testing ur patience,nt that way.tell hym that.. i just want u to open yr eyes. as well as ur heart. fyne.ppl in lurve.u tend to side hym. i dun wish to comment further kays. i just hope u make the right choice. and decision kays. if i were to comment anything.. u wuldnt listen. ure not the yana i gotta noe.. im sorry to say this. hmmphs. i'am waiting fer the right time to tell u.. i just culdnt say direct to yr face. i noe how it feels. if u read this.. im sorry once again.. i pour everything out here.. hmphs. those fcukin mats under ma blok.. get a life lh kays.. for once just zip ur mouth lh.. ma prob where i wana go. urghs.pissed off! well.nytes2. takincares peeps.=) |
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Thursday, March 29, 2007 @ 1:57 PM
pssst! Teeveee!Teeveee! omg!i saw hym on teevee!!! ppl might think that im retarded or whatsoever but i'am not !.. i saw hym..on tv!! well..i was busy gossipin with khaty.. while waiting to watch the dancefloor.. coincidence..crimewatch was on air! and yeah..just watch it.. thens!! i saw 3 guys! and one of em was hakim!!!! arghs.. i was lyke. 'khaty.2 dier ker?confirm ker" yeap.and it was hym! grrrrrrr! heartpain once again!.. busshhhhh! then the memories came back. i was a stupid idiot.. makin the wrong decisions.. blah3.ended up.losing hym!.. forget it.. whats past..let it goo.. n0w im happie with who im with.. i hearts hym.. & i nid hym.. hmms.. Bestie Yana seems to be a different gurl lately.. she change.. & i dun noe what got into her.. well.i dun wish to say anything.. the one whos changing is u.. not me.. if u read this.. ure diff frm last time gurl.. hmms.. i feel lyke goin out.. but not with those ppl who ask me out haax.serius.. i dunno why.. adk kid..next week yah? bro sid..next 2 weeks kays? haax..insyallahs.. tak janjii..=) bro sid..nite duty 2dae.. may kakak cum 2 eu.. slalu kacau orng kans.. wahahaha!..=) takincares! toodles.noodles! |
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007 @ 8:11 AM
its damn early in the morning when i switch on the comp.. mummy goes 2 werk.. here i go.. mummy makin hells of noise... me infrnt of comp so long.. & ma degree.. its goin up..damns.. im gonna pester mummy fer a violet colour lense.. =) for godness sake.. i cant continue ma beauty slip..!! i slept at 4 in the morns. and i woke up at 7am.. wth..! and its all bcos ma gums are swollen.. lagii2 daerah pat wisdom tooth 2.. bleh melalak dibuatnyer.. haishh.. after tis entry..im gonna grab some painkiller.. and put myslf 2 sleep. if not..rowdy lah nampak2 nyer.. dh jadik mcm ma syg plaks. burung an2 tk menjadiks saye.. haax. & yeah,he beeped me tis morns. at 2? haax.. i was indeed waiting fer his msgg..! yayness.=) soriie deariie! i was waiting fer u 2 beep me lhs!.. i misses u lots 2 lh..=) *Huggs&kisses* thats fer now..i want ma slippppp! toodles.noodles peeps.=) psst*dj ria kenaa kacau ngn momokk!! eeee..serams..! |
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007 @ 3:57 PM
Yayneess! it always happens wen u get someone gudluking. bleargh.. admirers.. ppl commenting.. blahs3..hmphs.. i feel much3 more betta 2dae.. sorry besties fer yest.. didnt mean to shout on the phne at e 3 of u.. so.so sorry.. and thnks fer cheerin me up! budden,still midnite.. it went down the drain again.. slept at 12.30 yest.. cant b bothered..urghs.. yana busy chit-chatting with her garfield.. khaty sound asleep. harees listenin 2 ria.. n me! i dunno wad the hell i was thinkin about.. with stupid flu and sore throat.. yeah.i was clever enuff to eat milo. dammit. stress!wahaha..get myslf sick.. gereks! harees beep me.. sound aslep sey..gua bace msg lu.. gua mls mau reply..! haax..ma conversation with harees goes lyke that.. and as fer yana lyke..mdm & sir?? khaty..??dunno yet..haax..atokks!& nenekks! wahaha!..craps.. adk kid ringg me.. and sangg on the phne.. laguu touching dek.. best!haax..noisiest adk eva! haax.. self-reflection.. hmmphs.. last outing with ma besties.. wasnt that lively actualii. sume tgah mood swing.n borin2. harees n hes bro tagged along to bugis lib. then he went off from there.. and we were laughing lyke hell! bcos of sumthin.. yana & khaty..yeah!u gurls noe bout it.. then we went to town.. and ate at sakura! yayness.i miss the food there.. i ordered soursop..ma favss! hmph.then this waiter went up and ask fer khatys num.. yana n me nearly choked! haaax.tak encems jeks.. khaty,we noe hes nt yr type lh kays. and that waiter is fckuin idiotic! grrrs..irritating basterd seys.. dun cares. and mlm call khaty.. turns out 2 b a matrep?? mampos.step khaty mau layan orngg 2 mcm jeks. haax. then we walked arnd..and OUR feets are aching.. lame sgt tak pakai heels shoes kans.. muahahaha. skali skala.. i was so exhausted.. nearly slept. khaty wanted to go lib.. so went to wlnds.. yayness.. haax.lots of funnie things goin on.. kekeke.. went hme at arnd 8.30?? yeahs.. that day.. went to school.. waited fer gayatik at busstop.. dammit..mat2 kuar isaap okok.. yerlahs..free show per muke tgk2.. siot jeks.. ain were lyke smiling aways.. crazyy! gayatik came n we went in.. i was just walkin n ignorin the surrounding.. then this bunch of mats2.. came dwn.. attention seeker..pekik2.. sape mau layan.. i just glance and ignore.. then this minah frm that group shouted. 'kerek sak 2 pompan..' i just ignre.. damn.beh aper.?nak pusing layan2 jantan pat sane pe. all ma gurl fwens were busy chatting.. ggrrss..hot..! tak layan lh minah 2 mcm.. so yeahs.. settled the stuffs and we walked all the way 2 simei mrt stnt.. wit vik ain n dinie. guys!smokin machinee.. grrrr!smelly larhs.. then we to0k train 2 wlnds.. accmpy ain fer the Hep b jap.. then i wana go home. miting yana afta that. muahaax. she went to mit her garfield. mummy noes!haaax. last sat.. whole day i spent with mummy. haax. she dun allow me to go out wit ct.. wana go vivo seys.. nak carik mat metal** ehems.. mcm pam je julie. haax.=) ohwells.thats it fer nw. need 2 do some shout outs! hmmphs.. Hafidz: Thanks 4 yr advice but im already attch fer nw yahs..hmph..mayb what u said earlier was right..i maybe have a good heart but i'am not patience enough. well.maybe.sumtymes i just can't b bothered. n stop liking me hokays..lolx.. Rizal: Woits fwen..trus hilangkan diri nmpk??tak semestinyer im attch u cant be ma fwen denggs.. msgg tanye kaba pn dh tak.ckap nnti luper kwn plaks.aper jeks..cya in school in a few mnths tyme yeah. Hisyam: So sorry to reject u aites.realli2 sorry kays.i noe ure pissed wit me.but ive already made e decision.well.gudluck in finding ur own gegurl kays. tak semestinyer pompan kejar2 kan kreta ngn moto awk yer!..=) thats all fer 2dae. takincares peeps.=) |
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Monday, March 26, 2007 @ 8:35 PM
im feeling down.. i'am bored and i shall bloggg..! i've been feeling quite down lately.. hmms.i dunno why.. if i say its mummy's fault? definately out cause she have been totalli nice to me the past few days.. so gotta nuthing to do with ma family actualli.. fwens?? maybe.. Yana's has been undergoin fams prob.. i'm not blamin her.. i noe she under pressure.. this n that.. wadevaa stuffs.. khaty..she have been helpin me out lately.. thnks gurl.. to ma special someone. u.. just want tell u that i miss u damn much!.. i'm realli missing u lots.. i really fear if u would leave me one day.. i duno how would i react.. i didnt expected that i would love eu this much.. u neva fail 2 make me smile.. u neva fail 2 brighten up ma day.. and fer the frst tyme.. i shed tears.. all bcos im missing eu.. & u..I lovee eu so muchs.. i'am soo emotional 2dae.. urghs.. i have no plans.. nuthing to do.. helping out with ppl probs n stuffs.. and ma heads spinning.. i quit. takincares peeps. bestie sid-i can't do anything..u help urslf.i could oni give u advice and reminding u nt to do the same thingy again..but it still happens again..i dun blame u..just that,i feel that im a failure..but im nt gonna just giveup that way..i will help u in wadeva way i can kays bestie?.. abg sid!=) eu take cares..keep smiling all days.. Yanaa- i know..u have many prob with ur familyy..i noe that im the oni one u share with.im tryin to understnd ur situation..but please understnd mine 2 yah?im tryin to advice u..if u keep on being a hot headed..how am i going to help u..everything i say..u sure have sumthing to say.. im tryin hard to help u out gurl..dun worrie..garfield will b urs so0n kays..much time is needed aites. part of it pn de kena mengena ngn dier kans.. Khaty- Thnks gurl fer everything.u have been always such a sweets aites.cheerin me up?helpin me out..makin me feel that i am myslf..u takecare of urslf aites,study hard.. tkmu ponteng2.n tkmu mrahs2..nnti die dh tak cute.=) boyfie wan- next time alik pancing blng orng tau.tkmu diam2.tak senang duduk tau orng.risaukan dier.tkmu cube agy mcm 2 ehks. I LOVE U ! toodles.noodles. |
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Thursday, March 15, 2007 @ 10:53 AM
... i'am so bloody damn pissed off!!! due to certain reason.. arghs.. ruin ma dae earli in the morn.. urghhss!! called ain,didnt pick up.. msg mira,didnt reply.. wth.. somethin cropped up and we are supposed to bring the stuffs ourself.. dammit lh.. now i reallii have the urge not to goo! i just dun have the mood..! & dun tell me i have to go with fazli..?? no thnks! i rather go alone.. oh gosh..ma patience have been running low now.. real low.. in no time..i will go haywire.. damn.. can i just smack eu?? please.. everything's turnin upside down.. blah3.. and fcuk.. parents been finding fault with me. likely,i will be staying overnyte with e rest of e peeps.. how i wish that i cn nvr go home.. everything is just pulling me down.. he complains that im rude to him.. hello! i didnt even ans ur qns.. and ure sayin to her that im rude.. wadevaa lh ehks.. and u..blamin me fer not knowin anything.. u have been always lyke that.. and 2nyte.. im gonna sit by e beach..all alone.. either wit ma besties.. and have a piece of mind.. and i'am missing you.. its nvr the same thing lyke b4.. forget it.. i hope i can b alone. nobody to disturb me. no one. everything.alone. |
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007 @ 11:50 AM
*dots... well.. its alreadi holis.. and i got nuthin much to do.. a month? and yeay.. im being posted at alexandra hosp.. and that sucks! damn seys.. forget it.. i can't do anything grr..feddup actualli.. fatimah get to go NUH.. grrr..forget it.. hmmz.. guess i will sitting at home all day long fer 2dae.. i got no plans.. khaty ask me out..ceys.. to the lib as per normal.. but..kinda of tired and not in a mood 2dae.. seriusly.. all ma classmates are enthu.. waiting for the day thats toms.. im so not lukin forward.. i didnt want to go.. but..they dragg me along.. since its gonna b e last tyme we mit up.. i shall go.. some of em are bringin their lup ones i guess? urms.yepps.. not sure whether wans goin or not.. up 2 hym.. hmm.. out of a sudden.. i realli2 feel that i dunwan to goo.. haish.. i guess i will be draggin ma feets there bcos of ma fwens.. haish.. yea lh ain giler. aku pi lah. kau nye pasal ah. chill2. lau aku pi sorng,aku mitup ngn krng ahr. high chances maybb.. suruh farid kau 2 bawk ayam.. mampos siot.. adooii.aku tknk aku pi bsk aku bad mo0d siot. tkper ah.think +ve.. chill2.cya gurls toms. and its gonaa be pictures.pictures.pictures. yeay! hmmz. bio..so far..just fine.. bleh lh uat..ader yg tkble.. forget it cause its all over.. ***and 2 some idiotic peeps out there. i hate eu i tell u..! craps man.. so wat if i hurt u.. psal krng lh perasan nk mampos kay.. tk penah2 aku kate aku de hatii ah.. tk dpt ahr. mimpi indah2 ahr kays. tk kuase aku nk lyan orng2 mcm krrng.. just buzz off from ma lyfe.. pests! urghs.hate it man. perasan nak mampos.. pests.ignore em. blogg later. takincares peeps. |
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Monday, March 12, 2007 @ 12:25 PM
*Lalalalala.. Heyloo0oo! i'am updating bcos im not skulin fer 2dae.. whees.lolx. yeap2..toms ma last paper..! biologyy! after that i'am free for a few weeks. then the start of ma attchment.. eee!takot seys.. i also dunno why.. nervouss.. nvrmd,be prepared the next few weeks.. a few days i didnt update.. haax..busy?can say so lah i guess.. or more to lazy to blog much..=) fridae.we had our exams. nervous giler sey.. tcher chk our lanyard n pockets.. we settled down and the paper starts at 9 instead of 8.30.. irritating seys.. so much to say..grr..! well,i can do most of the qns.. onlii certain qns i reali2 forget.. just slipped of ma mind lyke that.. well,its all over.. can't turn back time.. gettin ready for tom!.. bio..the last paper n its alwys killing mee! urghs. then after skul,went out wit yana fer a while.. then back home.. yana's on the comp while i slept. haax.too tired seys.. migrain lurvees me! thats why..lol.. then on saturday.. nuthing much actualli.. chilled with yana.. then mummy ask whther i wana go cyclin.. saper tknk sey..punyelah lame tk go.. urms..more than 6mths actualli.. haax.yeay! pulled yana alng.. so mum,dad,bibik,yana & me! haax. we had lots of fun actualli.. lots n lots.. haax.. kakii crmp giler sey.. reached where they are sitting.. tros terduduk pt bwh sey.. mcm tkde kerusii sey.. haax..then ma head was spinning sey.. so rested fer a while.. continue then wit yanaa.. haax.the jakons.. yanaa tk penah naik bukit.. haaax!! chill2 gurls.. so decided to cycle to macdnld.. n guess wad..? i met ma fckuin ex..! idiot siots.. yanaa went in alreadii and i called her to quickly come out.. instead i went to order the meals.. grr..stupid idiot.. he dosent noe how to say a hi.. i dun give a damn n i dun even bother lukin at his fcukin face! hell with hym..! the the pmpan there was lukin at me.. wad..public show? so i gave her a hard staree b4 i walk off.. if ppl give me a smile. i will return it back.. ppl givin ma a kind of look.. u get it back.. u ask for it..not me.. and yeay..i rememberd this gurl. with her guy.. suwits.she smiled at me.. so i return her smile.. but she's realli suwit..=) back to story.haax. yeay.cycled back.. yanaa bwak air..haaxx! tumpah air sume.!! haax.n i was laughing at her non-stop sey.. pityy her..haax.. i left her behind..lol.. mum ask where yana.. i laughed! lolx.then she came.. shouting at me..haax.. chill yanaa! nak sangat kan..! =) after that..return the bicycle.. went to mit mum infrnt of mac. got in the car.. and ma dear rang.. awww!i miss hym damn much sey.. nak dikaterkn 1 arii 2 tk dgr brite sey.. orng 2 pon pat ecp..haax.. sunday.. lol..ikot orng 2 gi gig katerkn.. and yeay.. overall,it was ouhkays lh.. onii the scaryy part.. sume mcm orgg giler.. eww.lucky me n khaty was ontop of the sofa. if nt.we go flying arnd too.. haax. lots mats n minahs..eww! and khaty met ayie.. the person who she's trying to forget.. infrnt of her face.. bearin the pain.. althought she seems ouhkays. she's bleedin deep in.. chill aites khaty.. dun take it 2 hard aitees.. niwaes,u guys rawks aites..? it was great.. and dearie,thumbs-up fer eu..=) then..homiie tymee! yeay!.. hees..took train back lyke duh.. then this 2 fcukin banglaas!! so..urghs..feel lyke slappin his bloody face!! haax..khaty showed me middle finger.. and i was lyke..wad the hell. but she not pointing at me.. at the bangla..so i pointed back.. wahaha! these 2 gurls got nuthin to do..realli.. then dh ampai clems.. whees. salam ma dearie and i didnt say gudbye to his fwens.. muhaas..maluu uh..tk biase..lain kalii blh lh..lol.. then the train pass..khaty showed middle finger sey.. omggg!haax..klakar sey.. then went home..took yana's compct powder.. then met her under her blck.. chill2 kjap.. then went to have our dinner.. mums nagging at me.. as usual..urghhs! sempat beli fries nie nak balik.. haax.saw azharr!haax.. muahaha..khaty was lyke pinching me.. aper jeks..haax.. so yeay.. i went home swinging the bag of fries. i didnt bring ma mp3 alng sey.. luper..bag pn tkble sumbat sey.. then tis 2 matreps.. passed by me..i just ignred.. then one of em whistled,i just walked off.. then he shouted,'gurl,ade numz'.. i was lyke dammit.. so i walked at a faster pace.. then he shouted and whistle once again.. i walked even faster.. lolx.. ingat pe senang2 nk bagy num tgah2 jln pe.. blahs!.. i lurvee that someone only..no otherrs.. bluekks.. and now,i got nuthin much to do actualli.. urghhs! ohyah,i didnt go to skul fer revison.. cause earli in the morns.. mdm alice rang me..and told me that she running a high temp.. so i told to just rest at home i wunt bother her.. pity her..so i told her anything to ask..i will just ring her.. and to ma bestie sid.. i'am sorry to hear that ur grndad passed awy.. and i just heard that u just broken up with her.. stay stng bestiie.. it all happens in lyfe.. letting go off someone u love.. it isnt easy..euu takecares aitees.=) |
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007 @ 9:12 PM
Thnkks tcher! Wheeess! Had a great day 2dae.. was smiling all the way.. only fell damn sleepy on the way home! terhanggok2 pat train dibuatnyer sey.. haiyoo! alik jeks trus tertdoo sey.. argh.ngntk glers.! lolx.! hmmz.. gonna study 2nyte. fridae exams!! urghs! stress dibuatnyer.. yeay,hope i could manage well.. and yess! thnks mdm aw!! lurps euu much lh! thnks so much.. all the gurls got a hugg! yeay.. was touched wen we receive sumthin fer her.. lazyy to blogg much.. nytees peeps.. dear,i rinduu eu! mwahs.! lurps eu muchs!=) |