shhhh! im stealing time to blog!
yesh.
cause i dun have time.
too busy with many stuffs!

hmms.
BHS test 2 over.
cms prjct over.
left with PBL. which will b presnted toms.
geees. im soooo busyy.
and my mood is alsooo swinging thesse daysss!
sheesh. only with friends.
i guess, bcos of thoose projct thingy.
aniwaes to alin, thnk kiu soo much.
sum1 whom i cn share n nvr just leave me just like that.
syg alinn! =)

sheesh. dunno's whats happening.
nearly fought with them 2dae.
causing me wanting to brekdwn.
but i didnt want too.
sucky.
met dearest during break time.
aww, imissyou! =)
aniwaes dear, thnks soo much for being there wen i nid u.
appreciate it loads! <3 you!

and i waiting for friiday!
HAVOC!
im not gg to my scndry school.
next time round i guess.
well. gtg.
toodles!
sweetest dreams!

eiks. i realise.
wen i smile, my cheecks turn chubby!
muaahaahaa!
ohwell. im soo tired!
=)

woke up earli mornz.
met up with the rest at yishun.
finish earlier, cause shila went to werk.
suppse to mit mummy.
ended up. met him!
apologise to khaty!

went to vivoo.
lepaks. ate vinco. yummy.
mochaaaa! =)
then went for dinner.
& yeay. we camwhored!
it was a great weekend i shall say!
saw my gurlfren ct werkin.
shouted my name. god sake. sheesh
i didnt noticceee her!
alamaks.
heck. woots.

went home & here iam blogging!
well. to those who read my blog.
u shall know. sumthing.
hees.

pictures! =)

*thats him. wit spongbob!*

*its us! *grins**

thats all for toniite!
toodles!

HELLOS!
i'am back from geylang! ahaks.
went out with mum & dad after reaching home frm chalet.
sheesh. was too tired, but i just went.
bcos i noe my parents will nag for sure.
sooo, with heavy eye lids, i went of course!
grrr. mum went to order satay for tis cuming sat bbq!
yeayness! =)
slpt in the car. woke up rite on time wen mummys parking the car.
=)

sooo then went too eatt! cause my stomch grwling.
& bsides that, ppl arnd me are soo retared!
sheesh. an uncle, just sat down.
he didnt even bother to ask. sheesh.
we look at him. he smiled. wth!
sheesh. stupiiiid!
then this middle aged couple. sat at the opp table w/o asking.
wad the hell is wrng with this ppl?
how weird they can beeee?
oh gosh! then after that proceeded home of course!
tired u n0e!
till now, i sat infrnt of the comp.
ppl painting my room. yeay! pink!
=p

soooooo,let me share what happen yesterday!
=)
pathetic boi wanted me to go for hes friend chalet.
that was yesterday. so i went.
lucky for me, mum & dad allowed!
then on friiday, rch hme frm school. had my bath n everything.
i slept fer an hr. whee. cause i was too tired.
& i will turn rowdy. so thats why i took a nap!
& its sooo hard to wakeup!
then bath again, got ready.
msg pathetic. thought he wuld b picking me up at pr int.
instnd. met him at the dwntwn entrce. sheesh. pathetic!
haaa. then went over. & i felt lost.
not knwing his friends. but they were friendly enuff.
*grins*

urms. some gurls i duno. whom dosent look frendly.
sheesh. but i dun care.
then bbq. ohyeay, pathetic had his hair cut!
haahaa! =)
then as always, my eyes are getting tired.
& i can feel the shrap pain.
sheesh. went up, took out lense & rested.
the aircon was blasting lh.
sooo cold. & i was freezing can?
soooo yeay, late nite & many things happen.
shall not elaborate. =)
i overslept! & mummy called. asking when i will b home.
sheesh. sooo, woke up & got into gear.
its was still freeziing! =p
then off. to homeee!
=)
doneee!

note to dearest yana.
i woulnt know that you would be reading this.
i just want to tell you that, lately, u're a different girl.
a totally new you except for your jokes & laughter.
i didn't know what exactly influence you.
both me and khaty arent picking on you.
but its all happening right now.
maybe, 1 day, you will realize it.
khaty & me aint gonna tell you yr mistakes now.
its onli a matter of time.

pathetic, syg kamooo lh!
=)


tons of projects coming up!
sheesh.
do takecare peeps.

26aug-hisyam burfdae.
28aug-haress burfdae.
31aug-dearest mum burfdae.
jumali burfdae.

sorry for those werds that shuldnt b here.
feel like blogginggg!
cause i'am damn bloody pissed!

well to this weird person, stop messaging me can??
i dun reply once. twice. stop yg bloody crapp asshole!
who the fuck you are that i shuld reply you?
fuck! recieve my last msgg? then fcuk off.
i dun wish to know u at all dumbass! muthafcka.!
if i were to know u, i wuld simply ignore u.
DESPOO!
shit you. goo to hell fcuka!

grrrrrr! i just feel like giving him a tight slap siaa.
kiwak dier. funfair per kena call kau??!
sial!
arghhhhs. just fuck off!!!

in another situation!
pagii2 lagii. si musibat dh main miss kol2.
niie lagii 1. nak testing per ako maseh pakai number?
cibot ahr. tk suker siaa. dh suruh blah dtng alik watper siaa?
brmbos sudah ahrs.
bodoh nyer jantan! blah ahr. sheesh!

next situation.
a fren of mine. who admires me. but i dun admire him at all!
i regard him as a fren. but then he still keep those feelings for me!
shito. siince i know that, i kept a distance from him.
heck! sheesh.
soo of course i dun reply his msges or ans his calls.
he got feddup & wanted to break off the frenship.
so fine with me. hes soo being an idiot.
i dun care. i dun lost anything.
i didnt reply. i just can't be bothered!
then he msg me back few days agoo saying sorry.
i ignored. then he msged me again.
asking whthr im angry or not
rubbish lah. another dumbass!
sheesh! buzz of lah.
asal lah bodoh sangat sey!
uat decision sendiri. pandai2 tanggong ah.
sial kan. gii mampos!
mls ako nk layan orng2 gini ahr..
grrrrrrrrr!
okays. cool. cool!


urghs. im okays now.
letting everything out.
phews. i wannaaa bloggg!
=)

went out with besties!
firewerks! yesss. =)
we sat rite infront.
mcm tngah picnic gitu.
b4 tat ate LJS. yummy!
lame banget tk mkan si. lpas tu aper lah.
proceed on! sheesh. we settled down.
then we camwhored! yesh2.
we took ober 200 pictures can?
woww! great.
there 1 part wen i laugh.
omg. ppl look at me! haaahaa. my laughter was a high-pitch one!
paisey siaa. damn. nevermind. saw pork chop with his frens.ahaks
then we wasted time.
a mlay uncle & a cina matrep wanted to start a fight.
all bcos the frnt ppl sto0d up.
includin us. haahaa. then this uncle shouted.
telling us to sit.
this cina mtrep scolded him back
its like. wow! they kept staring at each other
melawan2 alik sey. co0l banget.
khaty was like. fight.fight.
yanaa dh takot. ohnoo. haax.

i ignore. then firewrks.
damn niice lah. ish! how i wish u were there tau.
whees. lawaa seys.!
me & yana kept on shouting2!
cool sey. relieve stresss! =)
we had loads of fun.
dh lame tk kluar bertigaaa!
=)
rch hme late.
slept!

sat!
freaking bored at home.
earli in the moring went 4 brkst with parents n lil godbro.
=)
godbroo tak abes2 blajaaa 24 hrs.
haax. termsk lah si biskoot nie.
lalalaa. then went home.slack!
my gurlfrens all cannot make it to firewerks. =(
oni guy frens. & i decided nt to go.
fer some reasons.
then last min, dearest bestie was able to makeit.
she saves my day lh sey. wohoo.
got ready n off we goo!
we didnt have our lunch yet. so we bought macs.
yeayness.
rch thre. n its was alreadi crowded sey.
& we sat. wet!
this couple gave us paper. yeay. thnks much!
=)

we wanted to share our food. paisey uh tapi
haax.
then we chatted lah. mcm biase.
yeahness. firewerks!!
it was much more bettaa lah then fri.
haax. cool lh sey. =)
beautiful. then get to mit pathetic! yeay2.
rindooo sii!
=)

periok msged. then wan msg.
tanyer kat mane. grr. dunwan to mit u also lah!
muahaahaa. *evils*
then saw sakinah, adam n many others lh.
mepek gitu. haax.
b4 that. khaty n me laughed out damn loud ahr.
nk gi maju camp. g police camp.
belik mac, beg tkbley sumbat!
then met mali at the same place.
fri pn jumper dier. same timing eh dude?
haa. sorry tk join krng kkay. =)

laalaa. tired. nid to mug over the book now
takecare peeps.!!
besties & pathetic is loveeees!

i just got back from school!
& im freaking tired!
frens pissed me off today.
sheesh!

wen ure just right in frnt of the cafe.
can u just go in & help us buy?
issit wrng. we are just asking a favour from you.
nuthing elsse.since tat u cant do it.
dun ask any favour frm us anymore!
damn.
& all thanks to stupid bloody ariff!

dammit. & my besties.
they dunno how they wanna decide.
how irriated i can be.
so i just shut myslf up.
at last. with decisions. sheesh!
fireworks toniite! yesh. =)

& there this guy. whre u wld judge frm the luks.
decent+ innocent. wth. culdnt believe it of course.
out of a sudden. his fren came up to this minah
sitting 1 seat away frm me.
xchnge of numz? oh man. minah? sheesh.
well. i dunno what to say.

& next. this guy.
frm far. such a decent guy.
came in the train. bloody hell.
piercing all arnd his liips! sheesh.
its hard to belive it but oh well.

& reach under my blk.
this boy n a girl.
the girl wearing her ite unifrm.
she saw me coming. she shifted closer to the guy.
& strted hugging him. wth?!
but the guy bo layan.
sial ahh. doo u think i want ur guy?
sheesh. noo thankks!
stopit lah. i can't stand thiis kind of gurls.
BITCHY!
urghs.

well. i gtg lah.
gg out with besties!
yeayness!

=)

its a sucky day today!
mood swing! but,i manage to control myself today.
only certain point of time when i sulk lyke nobodys business!
sheesh.

earli in the mornin. mum nagged cause i didnt grab a bite fer brkfst!
its all bcos im late!
if i miss the tat train. all my frens would b waiting for another 10 mins fer me.
so i hurried lh.
lucky for me. i was on time. phews.

soo yeay. ain waited fer me at tamp.
& metup with my babes.
i bcame so kecohrable out of a sudden.
i laugh non-stop at alin.
for the slengeh-ness the day b4.
godness alin.
she went in this cubicle which has no door!
& i laughed till i cried! godness!
thats pathetic! wakakaka! sheesh.

then during theory, i nearly fell asleep!
then followed by sims training.
damn lah. i was choosen by tcher.
& all thanks too my beloved frens.
soo me & saras.
we laugh n laugh liike crazzie.
till every1 outside the centre was looking.
paiisey lah!
so did on the dummie. nt a real patient aniwae.

then. its lunch time!
had lunch n after tat waste time.
till 330 and another lesson!
theory!
sheesh. ive gotten my new nametag!
well. wasnt in a mood after break actualli.
myraa fought with her boyfiie.
*spins head*
sheesh. while i shut myslf out.
bcos i feel like doin soo.
hmph. & im sleepy n tired.
not much energy left.
so yeay. alin & ain strted asking why i was so quiet.
its just tat im tired. =)

& as always. they never fail to make me smile.
with their stupid jokes n laughter.
thanks gurls.&hearts;!
then went hme,ain took train with me.
so yeay. we had great time laughin our ass off!
haax. stupid ain typin msg,this weird sound coming frm her hp.
crazzieeeeeeee!
& we recap those moments which was interesting.
talk about probs i face, and i feel much betaa!
thanks ain! apreciate it much! =)
& theres this guy.came in at payalebar if im nt mistaken
kept on lukin at me. sheesh!
wads with me? weird..

went home. mum bought for me mee kuah!
yeayness! =)
hees. im blessed to have such a nice mum!
though she can b nasty at times.
=)
& i can't wait for the bbq!
im so luckin forward!
& lastly. i want to goo shoppinggg!
but im soo brokkeeeeee!
sheesh. money.money.money!
ohnoo. i have to save.
well.
nite peeps!
have a gud day toms!
=)

i didnt have quite a good day today.
i feel down actuali.
=(
i didnt know why.

went to visit my newborn nephew at k.k.
his lyke 2.3kg? soo damn kiut lah.
=)
ilurvebabies!
then went lunching with mum n dad.
bibik n lil godbro, ferdy.

went to geylang. and i ate mee goreng.
wasnt havin appetite actuallii.
mum forced me to eat.
then i was in a very foul mood.
sheesh.
sorry babes. i didnt manage to make it.
so sorry. mayb other days i'll goo out wit u gerls.
=)

went to toapyh after tat.
lil godbro wants too eat chicken chop!
soo yeay. tats wen naz msg me. & i smiled.
=) then i began to frown again.
seriously. my mood sucks today.
then mummy bought me my foundation.
& i wanted too shop!
but mummy says end of the month!
=(
i'am aiming a blouse at topshop.
well. end of the mth i guess.
hmphs!

went hme. took a bath n im here blogging.
i just miss him.

& to you. tomorrow is yr burfdae.
happie 19th burfdae.i did remember.
well.thanks for the memories i had with you.
those moments were sweet.
the jokes u shared, & the laughter u gave is always there.
i didnt want to think about it.
but remembering tats, its ur day toms.
once again. happie burfdae rizwan. best wishes. =)


its hard forgeting him. but i'm glad.
there's sumone who stood there fer me
wen i needed him. =)
thanks pathetic boy! i ♥ you!
=)

thats for my entry 2dae.
toodles.

hellos! i'am back blogging after not updating for a few days!
=)
& yes, yesterday i went to watch firewerks with my friends!
yeayness. & trust me. it was so beautiful.
im in love,with the firewerks!

but. many2 things happened yesterday!
gosh. firstly,wawan was supposed to come along wit us.
ended up, he bueh yana at the veri last min!
grrr. then me yana n khaty were supposed to mit up at 2.30.
khaty was the frst 1. she msg me wen i was busy with my bag.
then i met her at clementi and it was like 2.40?

soo fine,chatted with her while waiting for yanaa.
crapz.crapz.crapz. as per always. =p
then at 3pm. yana called using her hme fne?
wth. we both were lyke waiting for her?
she said police came to her hse & bla3.
fine. so waited her.
then jumali came.so still waiting for her.
after waiting for more then 30 mins.
went up & now waiting for asap.
luckly he wasnt that late.

beep naz & we all proceed to ct hall.
& my jaws dropped!
there were lots n lots of ppl.
ohmygodness. its was freaking hot. & pack!
met up with epul.followed by naz.
soo they planned to have our so-called lunch.
ended up, we didnt bcos it was too overcrowded!
then we thought of gg to merlion!
but rite, the were lyke. ohnoo.
i culdnt describe much. tons&tons of ppl.
then yana met with. fook choy?
i dunnoe.i guess so.

then we went opsite of esplnde.
construction siite there!
woots. lots of banglas picnic there.
we settled at a spot just bside jumali's sister & frens.
among them, there's this bitch!
oh boi, i hate her! hmphs!
dun bother & the gurls were makin a fuss sitting on the grnd.
ahaahaa! wad to do. well2. =)

so yay. camwhored! yeayness!
=P
then time flies. & the firewerks!
ohboi, everything was soo beautiful lah.
rytee naz? *winks*
& after everything. we went for dinner.
my stomch was growlingg!
haahaa! but we didnt know where are we suppose to have our dinner.
damn! wasted time & havoc came!
well. i shall not elaborate much.
ended up, went dinner with naz.
yesh. =)
my eyelids were just to heavy lh.
i culdnt open my eyees!
i was too sleepy! yeay rite.
waking up at 7!
idiot. haaa.

then after dinner. home sweet home!
woots. sorry naz!
i was too sleepy lh. haax.
thanks for the dinner!
rushhr3 alryte?whees!

aites. till here.
takecare peeps.

Burfdae wishes to :
*amirah.
*azli.
*faisal.

happiie burfday too all of yaa aites. best wishes & takecares!
=)

*naz pathetic! IMISSYOU!
=p

arghhhss. tiredds lah seys.
woke up 0630 this morning.
got ready & off to johor!!
well, i sat infrnt of course.ahaks.
=)

went to giant & we shopped!
for groceries lh of course!
ahaks. & i saw this biscuit.
& i quickly grab it, mummy saw
& she shook her head.
well, she knws her daughter well.
there must be sumthing that i will bring along wif me.
*evil grins*

then of course, my hands are long enuff to grab watever stuffs that i find interesting!
=P
the whole trolley was full of rubbish
& i've gotten a nag frm mummy.*dh biase.soo. yeay!
went for brekfst & i ordered..
nasik goreng sambal belachan!
yeays. niicceee & yummy!
im still full till now. =)

& then i fought with mummy!
urghs. she's always finding fault lh lately!
hmphs. lucky dad was there.
& as per normal.
i will just stomp off. ignoring them!
muahahaha! childish i noe.
but, im lyke that. =)

& mummy spoke to me. i shut my mouth all the way.
ahahaa! i duncare. i was too frust up!
yest incident.& 2dae. damn!
well. but, just okay with her.
i didnt talk much aniwae.

maybe later gg to dntwn chalet?
im not sure.
laters.
& likely thats all for 2dae!
=)

& yesterdayy!
040807!!

woke up earlyy cause i havee too go for my CIP at jurng est sprts cmplex.
blood donation lh. wad else. hmphhs.
met ain at JE & earli in the morning. we made soo much noiise!
ahahhaha! =)
well. everything just goo on smoothly lh.
nuthing much.
2pm. quickly went off! =)
took train & it was packed!
soo, i just went it.ahaha.!

saw yanaa at clementii.
she's gg out with mirul & fiq!
*psst yanaa,dgn aku tknk kuar, mentang2 ader 2 hunkoos.kiri kanan bodygrd.LOL*
well. then quickly took a bath and everything.

& this darling teddy told me to go online lau sempat.
ahaks. of course lh sempat! =)
then at 4. went out frm hme & met teddy at ct hall.
teddy! u're lateee! hahaahaa!
=)
well teddy.i wasnt smiling bcos there were lots n lots of ppl.
& its damn hot lh. ppl summre staring at me.
ahaha. thats the reason lh!
lalalala. then went to lib, & i dunno what 4?
aircon i guess. haahaa!
then we went dwn & sat the place we usually sit of course.
so, as per normal. teddy never fails to disturb me.
ahahaks. & then probs came.
mummy again!

as im too lazy to elaborate. i shall not.
=P
then i was frustrated & this teddy of mine doesnt have any reaction.
hahahaa! takot the next min i mrah u ehh teddy?
hahaaha! =P
well. probs cleared & yeay. i smileed.
thankks teddy!
went off at arnd 0830 if im not mistaken.
then we went for dinner! =)
he met hiss fren & nt forgeting about the BAT incident!
eeee. IHATEBATS!

walked to marina sq. met yana, myrul & fiq.
they was waiting for me. lol.sorry!
then went for dinner. ended up. i didnt have any apetite.
& teddy didnt want to finish my food!
so i decided nt to order lh.
just drnk lemon teaaa & my eyes hurts!
ended up. i didnt wear my lense.
slenger kan. ishh!
then its time for home!
teddy took bus while i took train.
rch clems & thats when i called teddy.
telling hym ive reached!
yeay2!

hahaa!
aniwayss naz, thanks aites.
truckloads of fun i had.
its always the best gg out with you!
=) *huggs & kisses*

i guess. thats all for 2dae!
wheees.
takecare peeps!
=)

thanks too naz!
for reminding me about my blog.
muahahaa!
i totalli 4gotten all about it!

alrite. wad shall i blog for 2dae?
lets talk about 2dae, well. my day has been quite sucky today.
i wokee up later. & got out of hse late.
4gotten to do my worksheet.
lucky enuff. ain came in at cthall.
borrowed hers! =P

so done with that.
& ain irritated me earli in the moring
& i shouted at her. lol!
& then my mood went down the train.
so many ppl irritaing me earli in the mornin sey!
hmphs!
frusted!

& stupid teacher came to class latee!
idiot! & the the aircon was damn cold lah..
2hrs of borinng lessons that made me fall asleep!
sleepy sey. my eyebags are gonna b obvious soon!

then went for sims training. learnt about suctioning 2dae.
mdm lydiaa took us. yeay! totalli fun! =)
at 12, went for lunch break at cafe 2.
woots. saw hisyam.

& we took hours bcos next class was at 3.
while eating,shila pointed out somthing.
a nymph in her nasi goreng!
ewww. seriously it was gross.!
then all stopped eating! haahaa!
damn. it was totalli yuckky sey.
feel lyke puking too. =P
this pests loves shilaa i guess!
lolx!

then for the laos brifing today.
& i've made up my mind not to goo.!
1stly,its fasting month.
2ndly, i dunno how to survive ther?
serious.!
next is tat i will be surely missing so many ppls!
lastly. my burfdae!
i dunwan celebrate with ppl i dunno!
=(
yep2.so mayb next time, & ive decided nt to goo!
=)

well. went for class & all were busy with bandages.
ahaks!
then all were busy planning the class outing.
i dunno whther is shuld go or not.
totalli lazy lh. depnds!
hmphs.

& next. i was sitting in the train luking blur.
bcos im sleepy! & drwsy nt having enuff slep.
came in these 2 matreps.
my godness! fckking iritaing.trust me!
damn. 1 sat right infrnt of me.
i turned my face & i dun even wana take a look!
then he took out his fone. & took a pic of me.
damn. he think i dunnoe.
lucky the nxt stop.lots of ppl came in.
& i dun bother & i slept!

rch clemz. went mac. cause mum wanted stuffs.
well. have a tiff with mum last nite.
& bcos of that. she didnt woke me up!
urghh. thats one of the reason being moody!
& then i cleared everything.
phews!

okkays. i misses naaz!
wahahaha!
okays. i was smiling wen i saw u hokays.
nuthing but always biskoot!
=)
thanks for always making me smile okkays!
no matter how harsh ur jokes cn b, i noe u dun mean it alrite!
=P

lets see.
hmphs!
wad else shuld i blog?
mayb next time lh. im tired!
well. takecre & nyteees!
=)