waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
tired.tired.tired.
dammit. today was laughing the whole day lyke mad ppls!
baik uh,2dae team 2.
kak murni,aini and kak shikin.
was total havoc!
kak shikin asked me to sent case down
and i was like sooo blur sotong!

sent him down me myslf and i alone.
wadoooh. frst time ever.
waited, skit peh lama! ngntk giler!
went up, then kak shikin was asking bout my photo and sorts
haha. and came a topic of bf ex commenting my pic.
wakakakakaaka! the whole tearoom was laughing like hell
including me! wakakakawaka! =)

okay, i'am too lazy to elaborate what happen.
then went out. me n leena n every1 was laughing sekuat2 duniaa!
did admission! gerekness luh seys. =))
well, really enjy wit those gereks ppl arnd!! =))

thanks to myslf, for creating a scar on my face
bcos of my bloody itchy hands.
dammit! no make-ups for now. bloody hell! sheesh!
next week,surgical ward.
prepare,prepare!

i'am tired. nyte2 ppl.
=))

oh dear,i got no time to update this blog.
too busy luh.

okays, lets recap. its already been week 4 in ward 4.
& it shall be the last week i'am werking there.
when we ferst step there, all the staffs seems unfrenly.
but its way different now, total changes arnd us.
staffs turned out to b fun and easy-going.
i had a super duper great time werking with them.
seriously. handling male patients for the very frst experience.
werking with the guys, was total havoc.
=)
those time will surely be missed! =))

as for today, i'am beginning to treasure time werking in this ward.
my different babes this time round.
its definately super great. ANs taught us what we are not suppose to do.
teeheehee!
but of course we do learnt sumthing.
had tons of werk to do for today.

and this patient of mine. 18yrsold.
a malay guy. he really2 act like a child. i guess own personal probs
made him so stressed up till he bcame the way he is now.
i wanted to refill my bottle and he was infrnt of me.
he asked me.' mane nak buang niie?'
he drank a cup of water and the bin was rite infrnt of him.
so i pointed and said. 'nie, buang kat sini luh'
and his reply was, 'uh. kt sinii ehks? thank you'
childish behaviour? but sumtimes, hes weird.
shouting here and there.

next was,this indian pt. he got some mental probs.
he keep wanting females to shower him and feed him,
wherelse he can feed himself. he approch me and asking me to feed him.
excuse me, i dun feed ppl like him, and trust me, hes damn bloody cheeky.
even his pants, he expect GURLS to tie fer him.
and kept on saying NUH is way betta, nurses are preetier who feed him
goo there luh. haiyah.

my 4 buddies went for break and me,leena and aiyshah went on duty.
after our break.
and suddenly, it was so damn busy and havoc.
this pt passed urine on the bed and i have to push him to the toilet.
and trust me, i had a diffcult time pushing him
althgh his nt that big, but he was heavy.
and i used all my strength to push him. and i was perspiring like crazzy.
leena was doing admission and shah was changing the bedsheet.
and urine dripping all the way.
wakakaka. and i was giggling all the way alone.
dammit. haax.
then i took the mop and mop all the way.
kak murni was laughing at me.
giler kan nurse mop!
LOL!
and next thingy i did was, 2 wash his boxer.
thanks, bcos that was my bloody frst time to wash it.
and thanks to my babe for laughing like crazzy.
=P

then was busy. this uncle stood up.
hes gotten a urine catheter. trying to push the bed.
and this boy who is a few yrs older apprch me.
'urm. that uncle' and i turned and i screamed.
'uncle!dudok! tkmu diri!' damm! everi1 was focusing at me.
how paisey cn i be.

sometimes, when i think over, why did i choose to bcum a nurse?
its super duper tiring and u werk shifts.
i didnt know why but i'am already in this line and i shall go on.
sumtimes,i envy others, they werk, but they have plenty of time to spare.
as for nurses, no comments.
but, like what my section head said, we are choose by 'him' to help others.
not all can be a nurse, b thankful bcos u're choosen.
=))

i'am tired! when raya-ing the past weekends.
saturday,went with nazree bcos i was told to go.
sooo, okay luh, i decided to tag along.
tired luh sey but the best part was, we crmped in the car
and it was total havocness.*such werd* LOL

and then on sunday. went with my primary school buddies!
i miss them and all look different! =))
i miss eleenaaa! glad to see her. =)
pulled nazree along. hehehe! thanks uh bf.


i'am glad because i manage to spend time with bf.
im so missing him. diffcult for us to meet now.
i'am werking and by the time, im shag.
moody. thats the boring part.
and thanks yeay bf 4 fetching me that day after werk,
after not meeting him for a week, sheesh!

i'am so loving people around me now.
ur love ones can just go any moments.
tresure them while u're around.
dun regret when they're gone.

thats for tonite.
sorry for the long3 post!
=))


*with nazreeeee!*

*with my buddies. many missing!*

*frst outing with him*

*our grp photo.with cekgu!*

*mybabes,used to be my best friends!*

*us. at eleena's crib. =))*

urms,*count fingers*
a few days not updating! sorry!
=))

went out jalan rayaaaa, wheee, & that also means shopping.
geeez!

friday, went to CSSD,place where they sterilized hospital stuffs.
while wiping some stuffs, this azhar has oozing blood on his finger.
oh dear, NEEDLE-PRICK INJURY!
wakakaka, and the whole ward went havoooc!
trust me. went i came back, every1 was asking me.
sampai tersedak2 makan.

then nvm, having lunch in the staff room.
this didi was talking and talking.
skali he hit the cup of water and all went to ct.
haahaa! & this boi could still laugh his ass off.
couldnt stoppp laughing!
idiotic? hahaha! crazzy.

went off at 4, waited for mum to come home.
soo, cn jalan again.
a few houses, mum and i were too exhusted.
and surprisingly, sister came with her husband.
sheesh, i hate the sight of her.
damn. i ignored em.
*evils*

saturday, i woooke damn bloody late.
i niiid resttt! sheesh. at 12 went out.
to b.b then to i can't remember where else.
i can be mummy road directory girl.
haiyah.
then went back at arnd 7.
quickly rushed to yana's crib.
zul having a burfdae party. & every1 was waiting for me.
paisey!
sooo yeay, had truckloads of fun of course lah.
cam-whored like neva b4.
=))

went home quite late,1030???
uhuhs. & uplded pictures, then gone case!

andand today, went out again!
undescrible feelingss.
& left side of my head spinning round n round.
im feeling sleepy lately!
& i cant wait to go shopping!

andand thanks aziah! for letting me b famous.
wakakakaka!
stop with my fingers lah! hahaa.
u cn check it out when u mit me.
lol!
=))
& peeps, u cn read her blog.
which she posted a convoo and a pic of me.
thanks ehh sweethart! *winks*
http://yourhappypill.blogspot.com/
welcum to check it out. =))

thats fer nw. niteynite.
IMISSBF! =(

i'am back from work. hectic shedule!
well, frst of all,
happy 17th birthdae to aiyshah!
tcher went to buy a cake and we celebrated the oct babies!
=)

am shift today and my legs are gonna break into pieces soons.
great. 9hrs of work,8 hrs of standing up.
godness. tiring and the ward has nuthing much to do. *thumbs up*
hmms. ms masni has been niice anws.
invited us over on the 28 i guess? soo yeay.
and i've gotta plan a few outings! and i dun have the freaking time to do so.
sheesh.

andand, my primary school mates are gg out on the 27th.
hmmz, shall go i guess if i'am free.
i missmiss them! =))

ward had been fine. getting closer with ma babes!
and i simply appreciated them much more.
i just pity those patients who are soo old,
those who are left alone,
sheesh, imagine that. pitiful!
nvrmd.

and those callbells in the ward are playing on us.
there a callbell, that indicates the toilet.
i entered and there was no one.
thanks for making me feel sumthing is wrng.
soo, ignored n rang again.
this time round, lighted up on an empty bed,
sheesh. bloody scarie
and today it happen again,callbell frm toilet,
went with my AN. and turned out, nobody was inside.
some history bsides it,shall not reveal.
geez.

& hariraya has been great.
this yr i've gotten more! but mum kept it.
$100 for me to spend. haiyah
nvrmd, shopping with bf soon. yeahness.
=)

andand liyana, hope u did like the surprises yeay
happy belated bdae to ya!

alrite, thats it. i nid my nap
& no time to have my pics edited.

*after a week not meeting you,my heart jumped when i saw you,
how much im missing you? only ma heart has the answer to it.
and sorry for those lil tiffs we had. i <3 you!*

frst of all,
camat hari raya fer all! =))
its been a tiring day today.
woke up at630 am.
went to kubor with parents, then went to have breakfst at macs!
woohoo, craving hotcakes.
went home, got ready & helped mum with stuffs thats left.

hmph. watched tv then mummys fren came over.
another bunch coming over toms.
ohno, im so darn tired. and not 4geting, sleepyyyy!!!
=))
gotten few green packets.
thanks truckloads! =)

and all of my cuzzie are commenting that i look different
and they culdnt recongise me!
lain sgt ker muker kte niie? wadoooh!
not 1,but most of ma cuzzies!!
i rebonded,dyed? yes i did!!! ohgosh.
tired sey ans2 qns.
asked bout my attchemnt and school.
and i repeated those ans again n again.
hokay, maybe i do look diff with short hair.
aiiyoo!

and,and i miss my boy damn much.
but, nvrmd. his too busyy.

selamat hari rayaa every1.
happy collection! =))

i'am sooo freaking pissed and not in a mood.
seriously.
just 1 werd, FUCK!

gee, pardon me for those werds that shuldnt be seen today.
i'am currently soooo damn bloody agitated.
with reasons of course!!

yest and today was late for werk. werk starts at 7.
report at 645, arrived at 650.
i duuno wad the hell is wrong.
i had nver been late! dammit!

and im so fcuking sleepy and tired!
with those patients with attitude.
early in the morning, wad they do was.
pulling out the IV plug!
next was trying to climb out of bed!
spitting around!
i was so patience till had none left!
wadever lh. i dunno.
fights gg on, security gg in the ward.
apek's choking on food.
scolding me for no fckin reason!
fark off!

next was, i was suppose to go out with a bestie.
actualli to break fast tog and then to lib and to geylang.
just wana acmpny her.
ended up, she msged me, being pissed off with her mum for nt waking her
up for werk and nt giving her money.
fark lah, i dun care lah okays.
hello bestie, u're 17 this cuming monday!
& u nid sumone to wake u up for work!
independent lah please, i wake up myself w/o anyone waking me up!
oooogoooooosshhh! i'am boiling hot!

fine, so i decided not to goo out!
went home and mum said bibik didnt cook for me as i told her i will brek fst outside!
whatever! and i have nuthing to eat for bukaaa!
i just feel likee gg out!!!
damns lahs.

very next is, im falling sick!!
thought of breaking my fast, half a day
my thrt is realli making me go berzerk.
& i have been coughing all the way since morning!
think back, i shall nt, left with only a few more days.

odw hme, saw my uncle.
i wasss soo mooody and pissed till i ignored him.
lyke, watever, i knw im bad okays.
but my mood was till the extremeee today!!

arghhhhhssss! i need to get some sleep now.
BYE!

attchment!!!! alexandraaa lah seys.
fuh, werking is definately tiring.
1st time, break fast with nursing babes including azhar!
wawawawa! sorry lah dude! kacau aku tk habes kan. amek kau!
*klakar kepe!
haha, thats wad i always say.
& didi cn never stp disturbing! hiakdush!

1st day was damn bloody bored lah.
but was fun with my babes! mirah n rajii.
wahahaa!
psst, dlm diam2 ader orng bacer blogkuuu!
duet gajii dh masok lah mirahhhh!
aahahaha. gi shopping, aper lagi tunggu!!
=P

today went werk with nisaa, same stop deh.
dpt choc frm tcher.
wheees, thanks tcher! my cp tcher rawkk lah crazzie lahh!
woots! she's niice,she gave me nisa n raj a lift yest.
cooool kan???
=))

& yest went geylang again.
aacmpny dearest buy his stuffs!!
then i bought myslf the bag i wanted lh sey
at last! wheees, hearts lah seys.
met many2 of bf frens there, *slaps forehead*
& thanks bf, gonnaa miss miss bf lahhh!
only on monday i cn see him
SIM training in shool! yeay darls! =))
loveeees lahh! =)

im sooo lazy to blogg.
sheesh. okays.
my nursing peeps fer this shift are
nisaa, aisyah ,azhar, leena,siti, zeenah!
gonnaaa miss2 mirah giler, idayu all.
but we'll mit, dun worry. =))

woots. im tired, tom another day at werk
toodles peeps!

sat gonnaa bee fun!
loveeeeeeeees! =))


*i know tak senonoh!! wahahaha!! =))*

yesterday was saturday.
wokee up damn early just to accmpny mum to shengshiong.
she bought mre then 10 stcks of eggs.waaa. peh byak.
then i was in my sleepy mood seys. drowsyyy giler.
bcos i manage to fall in deep sleep at only 6am.
damn. then woke up at 715. gossshh!

after that,i was thinking n thinking.
whther i should go for it anot.. after much.
i want, check prices for rebondinggg lah seys!
then got ma hair rebonded.
wawawa. damn how many freaking hours. i sat there.
my butt sore. sheesh.
strted at arnd 1145. dne at 330.
& i tottally look lyke an idiot with a new haircut.
serius,it was really sucky.

went hme with khaty, & then she accompnied me.
hiakdush. went off to farest. walked arnd.
hmms. & this bitch kept on staring at me.
grrrr. i ignored hokays.
then met bf, he laughed!!
idiot u bf, sampai hatii..den tkper.

went to plaza sing, break fast, KFC =))
urms, after that walked off frm there.
sumthing happen which made both of us nt in a mood.
shall nt elaborate but apologise to bf.

then we lepakss & those moments were the best of all.
i loveeeee my bf truckloadss lah.
how i wish i cn see him everyday.
lol.

went back, changed, went to geylanggg.
fuh, pack giler padahal dh kul 11++..
& its damn diff to get a parking lot. saw khatyboo!
went i opn the door, this cat right infrnt mewing.
arghhh, so damn cuteeee lah. the tair, the fur.
lau bley bwk balik! dh angkot siang2. =P
walkrnd, nuthing much, mcm biase.
dh beribuu kali ker saner. *yawns*
then gi mkn, lapar lh sey.
yummmyyy, meee goreng. =))
balikkkk, condemn!


& attchment is tomorrow!
dammit, alexandraaaa, wait fer me.
once again, posted at alexandra with my lovely peeps.
=))

takecare ppl.

hokays, lets see what i've gotta blog.
urmms, okays, yesterday, went shopping lah seys! =))
with yanaa & then with pathetic.
met yana arnd 11plus & off to town!!!

wheeeeehoooo, went to wismaa frst then to farest.
bought 2 pairs of heels. shhh! dun tell mummy.
& i've gotten my poly money, 50 bucks after hw many mnths i dunno!
then bought yana this beg which she was aiming.
as a burfdae prezzie.
& i dunno how many thanks she has told me.
then went round then went to cotton on.
she bought me a dress i wanted as a prezzie.
=)
thanks sweethart!

proceeded to geylang,
bajuu lah aper lagii. waited fer bf.
hmph, kite plak tunggu dier ehks.
waa, cannot choose lah. thn to joochiat.
bck to tkc. found 1.
then off to town again!
reservation at sakuraa. whee, thai fried rice lh sey.
after buka, yana treated me & love icecream!
hee, thanks sweets darls!

yana went off and me n love proceeded to heeren.
urms, neos?
hehe. truckloads of fun lah.
i cant stop laughing at him lah.
cuteeee abes ngn kerenah sleneghness dier!
wakakaka! =))

then proceeded homeee!
awww, thanks love fer sending me bck wit thse heavy bags.
=P

& & bfore that, i sent msg wrongly!
i typed thiis. "syang2,i wait train nie"
& & & i sent that to my mum!!!!
i was jumping like mad, dh tersent pon.
rabakkkkk! then mum replied..
"aper kau sent aku, menggatal eh!"
& i was lykeee. 'ohnooooooo!'
dh mcm monyet sey terlompat2.
pastuu buat baik ngn mak,
called mum then tanye nak ape2 tak.
blahblahblah!
hehehe!

gonna get my hair rebonded!
urms, soo looking 4ward.
=))

wheez,my house is in a mess.
total mess. dun believe.
u can ask my bf. =P

woots,woke up quite late today,checked my results.
went online, saw bf. & he got agitated about the results.
aperlh bf. study harder next time round.
& i nid to pull up my socks too
at least i made inprovement. =)
mummy didnt gave me a scolding.

then waited for bf to come over.
took my bath & everything.
15 mins later,bf reached.
woots, ciann dier ehks.
berpeluh2. =))
& he started work while i surf the net.
hee.
then, mummy cme hme,
mummy bought for us ayam penyet..
nt that niice aniwaes.

then after break fast, bf strts doing the running lights.
& we're like crazie deciding the patterns.
sheesh.
moved the cupbrd which stood there for 17 yrs.
ohgosh,full of dust lah seys.
bf,mummy me moved,
chaotic seys. then brought down the table.

& then,bf went for bath,sent him to the mrt
& tom shopping spreee!
wheee.
i'am missing bf.
=(

thats it for now.
takecare loves.
=))

it seems i'am missing bf so much.
but i might b crazy lah, padahal2 baru lah jumper tadiks.
woots. bf,yana & me painted parents roomie.
me & yana strted off frst,bf cameee late!!
d-uh. haax.

after break fast,went geylang. 3 of us with mummy.
wanting to buy the running lights.
ohno, still havent found my green outfit yet.
&& shopping spree this thurs.
i nid new tops, dresses & high-heels shoes for rayer.
kataa pendek. =P

yakdish, tom, i duno how my day will go.
with bf arnd, im feeeling hyper! =))
thnks bf.

& & nuthing much
nites ppl. =)