okay, ferst of all.
thanks to 'her' for being so BIASED!
okay, my gurls know what i mean.
thank you soo much.
wadeva it may be okays.

a girl who does her werk,
who is always on time, only that she seldom voice out like i do.
gotten the same grade as i do?
a girl who is so bubbly and crazy, also same grade as me.
soo yeay, just to say thanks so much luh.

ppl who tend to take longer breaks, slack and does nuthin.
gotten a way2 betta grade.
i gotta agree with a fren of mine, 'this ppl' only look out at our bad sides,
its all bcause, whenever they're arnd, the bads will be out.
the good cn never be shown.
and they always thick we got nuthing betta to do.

andand, this bloody slacking ppl, tend to be very hardwrking when 'this ppl' are arnd.
2 faces luh.
some ppl like me can't.
if i got really nuthing to do, i'll just stand there like security and wait for werk.
i dun go arnd as if theres werk to do.
wadeva shit it maybe. i dun bother.
gaaah.

BIASED!
thankyou.

went back to school to collect my standard charted marathon goodie bag.
yeshyesh. dec 2, there's a marathon. uhuh2.
and my class is taking part. jyeah!
met bf in the morning and went to school with him. =]]
had brekfst, met up with azhar and went to MLT.
its like a travelling bag!
briefing starts at 11.
so went round the school with fazli, jovian and azhar.
HAHAHA.
okays, crazzy ppl.

okay. 615 at padang. and how cn i wake up?
miting at ct hall i guess.
plan gurls?
andand the jersey is super nice luh!
LOL. the official one is bluee! adidas sponsered hokay!
haha. ITE sponser too. soo, we have to wear the ITE ones.
10KM. soo peeeps, come down and support us okay?
LOL.

andand. bf has performance at 5pm at youth park.
i'am soo trying my best to manage time well.
cause mummy wants me to follow to jemputan! gaaah.
*headaches*

thenthen, had a lil misunderstanding with bf.
thats the part which i really hate. gaah.
but nvrmd, like wat i always said. hes always the water. while im the fire.
LOL!
i made him mad, i made him stressed, i made him pissed.
but in wadeva situation, he will surely make me smile.
no matter how, no matter what, no matter when.
i admit that i'am a lil hot tempered kid now.
urrrrrr, i dunno why.
thanks bf, <3 you.

3 more days in that ward and out we gooo!
yeahyeah.
couldn't stay any longer there luh.
sucky luh seys.
boohoohoo!


okays. the blue one is the official one. gaah. adidas. and its super nice luh.
the other is ITE. okays. we have to wear that.
and gaaah, sleeveless!


imagine carrying this bag from simei to cmmwlth. sungguh tk glamour! haha.
bley bwak go traveliing. =]

andand tomorrow is morning shift.
andand, yah. havent done claim form yet.yet.yet.
boring,boring,boring!
urghhhhs. i sooo HATE her.
damn. alrite.
i'am sooo in nid to fill my claim form.
LAZY!

okays, niites ppl!
=]

okkays, somebody said my blog is so boring w/o updates.
thanks huh.
yesterday, followed bf, to jam.
gaaah, i was freaking bored and had nuthing much to do.
so, the frst row pic tells it all. and thanks, because im still deaf nw.
bcause i sat rite next to the drumset! gaaah.

and the day b4 yest, went to vivo. yeay2. vivo.
and bf surprised me, he bought me a gift.
a watch!
because he knws i nided i and its pink!
but ive gotten a mickey watch by mum.
LOL. its okay. i'll still use both.
ate the LJS spicy i duno what. delicious!
wanna eat again! LOL.
but now cannot.

i'am soo coughing like a mad dog, with a very2 sore thrt and a nose which cant run dry for now.
its sooo IRRITATING!
last i fell sick was hari raya last year, how long cn that be?
hmmmz.

aniwas, yesterday was our 3rd mth.
time flies luh.
and i was glad enough to see his face.
LOL.

Happy Belated 3rd Mnth Anni Bf.
we still have a looooong way to go.
i love you always. =]


gotta get ready for werk. ohdear.
takecares ppl. =]

today was great. totally great. ahaks.
we laughed and laughed,thats wad we did the whole day.
it was drizzling when i went to work.
bought umbrella along, but didnt use it.
wakaka.
wasted. gaaaaah! =]

its was crazy times with kak hawa and Lava.
during break time, at 7. they were doing wrestling.
hahaha. its was so damn funny, we laughed with teary eeyes!
+ san sas. damn. cannot take it.
serious. they were shouting and shouting.
damn loud luh. haha. like nobody business.
LOL

im gg to bed. tom smbong.
tired! =]

azhar mepekkk!!!!
LOL!

today is endoscooppy! yesh2.
parnter= MUHAMMAD AZHAR!!!
grrrrr, this boy! LOL!
since jan07,saw himz in the train frst day of school.
then classmate, then bcum bully alreadi.
damn! LOL! AZHAR LOVES TO BULLY ME!!!!
damn! hahahaha! serius. he loves punching and kicking.
looks decent. nahnah. u cant judge him like that!
wakakaka!!!! =]]

*psst:azhar, dh suker, aper tunggu lagi lh berok? tunggu aku soundkan?
cepat lh sblum terlps peluang keemassan! =P

ppl said endo's boring. but maybe not for me.
haha. serious. it was soo freeezing cold.
lucky bought along sweater seys. gaahh! =]
then we saw procedures. gaaah!
patients screaming! ='[
sadz, yeays. pity luh of course.
they put a cam in ur thrt or butt
and goes all the way in. gaaah.
it COOL! serious, but painful and scary.

went for lunch break, then at 2, back there.
me and azhar made it like our own home.
made coffee, ate biskoot! yummys.
sent patient back to ward. gerek.
but the troley was sooo heavy+ pt.??
habes.

430 proceeded home, bus went off.
took 100, then mrt.
haha. azhar's bus dunwan stop! LOL
so we took train. and chatted abt this couple.
LOL!
*azhar lau bley nak buat jugak! wakakaka!!!*
the gurl was sitting on top of the guy with school unifrm.
and i wuldnt believe what azhar said. LOL!!!

okays, stopit. then washup, ready to mit yana.
preety gf today. bcause she bcame usher for the day.
=]
she treated me to sakura.
thanks gf. love you luhs! =]
and also for the neos.

then, went home.
it rained heavily.

pity bf.
miss you. =]


preety GF!


<3 her. =]

lappys being an idiot.
shut down,low batt.
gaaah. today has been ??? day for me.
i dunnoooo!

woke up at 7. went johor.
i was sleepy. because i could only sleep at 330am.
fcuk. i can't sleep! i was tossing and turnin lyke nobody's business!
gaaaah!

went for brekfst and saw my ex malay tcher.
thanks for not recongizin me.
gaah.
then off to survey prices for rims and tyres.
went xtra, nice rims and jyeay.
chnged tyres and rims.
quite cheap compre to spores.
spend nuthing, xcept 4 chocs and popcorn.
that crazy.
i've got nuthing to buy.

and i saw this pink rose psp.same colour as my digicam.
hw i wish i can get that.
dream on julie.
then went lunching at giant,plentong.
gaaaaah. bought snow ice. my favs.
and i was so irritated with bibik.
urghs. my mood again sucks todays.
the next min i smile, and the very next min, i get angry over nuthing.

then, proceeded home.
gaaah!
and thanks to this fucking driver, whom wanting to shorten my life.
fck, mum was turning, the arrow was greeen!
and the other lane, was turning too, i saw this IMM bus.
then out of nowhre, came a hyudai blueish car.
fark! and trust me, it stopped just cm away frm the back door.
hell with the driver. is he blind or sumthing???!
the trafik for him was red and not green!
lucky thing mum speeed! if not, i dun think i will be blogging.
if i culd notice the num plate, gaaah.
everything happen so fast and damn, i screamed.
it was just cm away from me. gaaaah.
how terrible can it bee????

4get it. got to chat online with bf.
gaaaah. and out of a sudden, we got nuthing to chat about.
thats irritating. serious.
then, lappy shutoff, batt gonecase.
and clever me, chrger nowhere to be found.
and i was just laying in bed. gaaah.
tired of finding the chrger.

i got my pooh just beside me.
and suddenly, my mind was thinking about him,
whom i haven't met for a week.
yeay, a week.
and i didnt even notice, tears just rolled down freely.
and i just couldnt stop. i've made the effort.
gaaah, i've been missing him too much.
='[

another week of hell aka work.
toodles peeps.

bf, although i don't seems to care lately,
although my emotions are controlling me,
i miss you just the way like i used to.
i just missed everything about you.
i apologize fer being harsh.
i love you bf. =]

and this is the very frst time i cried, all because i'am missing him.

i gotta admit.
i surely does miss my nursing whom used to be besties.
seriously, i do miss them truckloads.
Esp. Myra.
yeays, i miss her lots.
its been months i didnt talked to her.
and the jokes, fun and laughter we used to share.
getting a lecture for laughing for no reason.
gaaaahhhh! those times. its alrite.

& to my bestie.
we're just having some stupid conflicts on here and there.
gaaah! things can never be resolve.
just settle soon hokays?

and i really hope things will be much betta..
and i'am beginning to miss the friendship that is no longer there.
gaaaaah, things turned out to be this way.


i didnt nap. i didnt know why.
so, i was on my lappy till now.
jyeay. thought of chnging my blogskin.
wanting to edit a new one, but didnt find anything tat suits perfectly.

gaaaahhhh! bf abandoned me!
i'am sooooo missing hym.

i felt lonely today.
i felt no one cares.
she dun understands me.
he was to busy to entertain me.


gaaahhh! stay strong Julie.

nite ppl.

current mood: PISSED!
yeay. thanks. fcking pissed.

i'am currently so frustrated & no word i could describe how i'am really feeling now.
sheesh.
as said, was suppose to go out tomorrow and accompany her to shop.
But, parents said we're heading to johor if nothing occurs,
and so did i told her i couldn't make it tomorrow but instead maybe
i could make it today.

and hell yeay, i msged her, informing her that i could make it.
But instead, she made promises with other friends just to ponder around.
and i'am not fcuking jealous and i don't care.
i just made time for her and there she is, enjoying her ass off.
its no the matter of just pondering, but to go along because of a guy.
a friend of her wanting to introduce that guy and she can't barely wait till
she needs to tag along. WTH?!

and she smsed me "merajok?"
excuse me, i don't have the time to do that lah.
and i dont care.
she was the one wanting to buy stuffs for mondays occasion,
and i'am just there to accompany her.
since this is happening. seriously, i don't wish to care.

arrrrrggghhhhhhhhssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okays. i shall stop complaining. last: fcuk!
okays, i woke up so damn bloody late today.
nearly to 12 noon.
all because my godbros came over and kept on disturbing me to wake up.
i slammed the door and kept it locked!
damn, mums was complaining about whatever shit that i don't wanna get involve.
then parents went out. and at 1pm, parents fetched me and bibik.
off to mums werkplace for a while.

for what? buy slipppers. LOL.
ripples. and the offers were definately great.
bought 3 pairs. and gotten a pair free. and mums says she can go bankrupt.
LOL. =]
and, mums sures to be friendly,parked at her ofice.
the security,drivers,cleaner will surely call her out.
and so, im the one turning left right infrnt bhind, wen ppl call her.
and even the stall holder.
geeez.

then after that, headed to toapayoh again. went lunch-ing.
then mum changed money. for toms i guess.
then mum deposited a few bucks. bcause i'am seriously BROKE!
sheesh, pay also not in yet. and its like 100+.
damn, sooo. urghs.
how i wish im so loaded.
went to buy lense AGAIN! =p
brown, but it isnt that obvious.
tehehe. cn wear it to work. =]

talking about work, another 2 more weeks in alexandra. and a week at TP poly.
geeez. then its holidays.
i'am so looking 4ward because i can rest!
i've not been having enough rest and sleep lately.

and i've been thinking whther to get my hands on that.
eerr. i'll see how. considered i have the money.
geez.

and i haven't been miting bf for days!
gahhh, the feeling is. undescribable. serious.
oh dear.

toodles peeps.
i'am soo gg to have my nap.
=]

its been a suckkyy day at werkkk!
damn,damn bloody tired! =p
oh dear. im lazy to work. serious.

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
okkays. =]

thats all.
toodles. =]

FREAKING TIRED!!
okays, there's sure loads and loads of work to do today.
geeeeez
yeah, supposed to be morning shiift but this mr didi wanted to chnge.
so, afternoonie, good too, atlst, im not that tired. =]

okay, my day sure started off good.
my alarm was buzzing at 10 am and i continued to ignre.
LOL. then off and went back to sleep.
while sleeping peacefully, i got a shock, because my phne was vibrated.
bcause its under my pillow, and saw bf pic.
yikes, its him! =]
opened my sleepy eyes and yeay, i got off and got ready for werk.
thanks to bf, bcause he made me started my day by makin me smile.

sooo, off to werk and i had to take 147,
bcause i miss my 14! boohoo. then gotta walked past the police and fire stnt.
and pass thrgh queensway.
soo yeay, took a stroll, bcause i rch a lil early.

while walking pass the fire station, i was certainly ignoring those 'jagas' there.
i dunno what are those call. guards? fire warden? urms, i dunnoo!
and some guys gathering there.
sun was scorching and i fsten my steps.
suddenly, thiis figure stood at the stairs, calling, "Oi Julie!"
and i was like,'ehh, akram!'
wakakaka, my stupid reaction, serious.
i knew he wrked there but, surprisingly. =)
soo had a 3o secs convoo & i quickly walked away.
and those guys were smiling and smiling.
cheeky aint they? sheesh.

entered ward and there brifing.
i hate my rehab attchment.
guess where it will be at?
TOAPAYOH 4 godness sake!
damn luh, the rest have gotten b.b and stlukes clementi.
and my 4 other girls also posted there.
damn luh, its like travelling 50 mins each day to reach there!
with crded trains and everything.
gahhhh! sucks.

soo jyeah, had fun with gf mirah arnd. laugh like nobodys business
and i've gotten so pissed with parameter.
& now i gotta know how azhar feels.
damn, 1/2 para, doing 4hrly and TDS.
but nver do the hlf hr one.
damn, i was damn bloody pissseeed!
okay, seriusly. i can only work with certain ppl.
haiiyahs.

andandand, the main actor from cinta Q came!
to visit i duno, his uncle? not suree.
he came into the ward and me n mira was like,
'eh mcm kenal ahr, sape huh?' and nazurah added,
'alahh, yg suria tuu, ape tu,ape tu.'
after much guessing, 'cintaa Q'
LOL. and he walked to us, asking the visiting hrs.
and nazurah was like, soo happy?
mira said hensem? geeez.
i love his body, wow, muscular giler!
bf, biler? 3 mre yrs?
LOL! hahaha.
kidding luhs. =]

and hca liza was like,'go lah take pic, come2, with me'
and all was lauging. sheesh.
=P

andand, 850pm, i kept on yawning non-stop.
tireddd, mummy fetched
and im bck home. =]

nazree aka pathetic,
thank you for making my day great.
althgh u didnt get what u wanted today, soon okays?
=)
<3>

goodnight my loves.
=]

okays, i'am backs!
lucky thing dad didnt made a hell of noise.
mum lectured me. sheeshhh! hmphs.

went along with bf, to his so called gig.
i never ever wanted to go to these sorts of stuffs.
but, kerana kan syg, i went hokays.
LOL! =P

yana didn't manage to follow seys.
anws, she's sick. so. its alrite luhs.
werk has been tired,serious.
tired. oh dear, hw long more cn 3 weeks be?
and i'am already soooo broke!
sheesh and i have many stuffs on the shopping list.
wait and see what i can do.

and 1 of bf band member back out at the very last min.
sheesh, soo inconsiderate.
but, can't be blame, duno whats the reason 4 it.
anws, kudos for the 3 of them.
great2 performance althgh only had 2 jams session.
pathetiic! LOL. =)
GREAT! =]

and im falling aslip soon. chnge shift with didi.
soo jyeah, noonie toms.
=)
nyte peeps.

BF,u're loved! =]


& thats ilyas. LOL.

sorry bf, pic didnt turn out well.

& thats Faris.

Bf smiled! able to spot?? =]

i wasnt ready and he snapped!

& & & when i was in johor, too bored. =))

okay,im feeling so estatic and greatful.
and can never stop smiling till now.
i had such a wonderful time with bf.
and thats when we talked things out.

its all bcause of the bad hair week we had.
we had loads of misunderstanding.
but now, everything is over and things are settled
=)

met bf after his jams session,
and went to have our dinner.
macs again and im gaining weight 4 sure!
yikes,then went to pdang to chill and we procedeed home.
of crse my sweet bf will ensure that im home safely.

and i have been irritaing him all the way.
yes, all the way.
and i laugh my ass off.
LOL. thanks to bf, SLOWNESS!
ahaks. this pathetic bf of mine, so slenger,
that he culdnt see his bestie right infrnt of him!
oh dear, still can watch tv and look in the mirror,
while i laugh with As.
=P

thats it fer nw, toms is bf big day.
well, wish u all the best alright.
be confident my love.
and gud luck to ATS! =)

niteynite ppl.

ILY bf. =)

okays. my current mood is just okays.
bcause bf just irritated me.hiakdush!
=)
well, went out arnd 5.
bcause i mengamuk with my parents.
tired waiting fer them till i fell aslip after switching off my lappy.
sheesh.

then mum said go and get ready.
so with my idiotic face, got ready, went down.
off to toapayoh. i dunno what for actuali
but mum says bring along ur chger.so yeay!
dh agak. hehehe =)
went to many2 shops. i cant decide what phne.
wanted k850i. its way too expensive sey!

sooo, ended up. stuck up with k770i.
wanted purple, but kinda orbit sey. so beige colour. =)
trade in my so darling k800i.sobsobs!
mum paid the extras and i paid for the mmry card i wanted.
pity mum luh.
then with my newbie fonie.
i spent a lot this week!
with soo evrything anew! =))

new phone, new headfones, and lastly.
new DIGICAM!
PINKK!
i got it, got it, GOT IT!!!
yeayyyy! thats wat i have been aiming for since last few months!
cause mummy knows me well.
i will asked for things i want till i get it.
soo yeay. mum bought for me.

this cycle happens everytime.
asked stuffs from mum and dad.
mum says no, dad helps to persuade mum.
ended up, mum bought for me.
mum and dad loves me! and they pamper me.
yesh, being the only child is great!
but sumtimes, i gotta think bout them too.
=)
when i strt werking, its my turn to tkcre of them.
i'am a spoil brat, yeay i am.
even bf needs to pamper me, ryte bf?
LOL.
always finding fault, and bf will be the water to put off the fire.
LOVES.

soo yeay, i can't change the way i am.
i love being loved! =)

my new fren, will alwys accmpny me. =)


my new baby!!


my new love, k770i,cybersht babey!


my new loves!!

niteypeeps.

thanks bf,mum,dad & yana.
love ya'all. =)

andand yeay, i have the mood to post. hee. =))
yesterday was SIMS. and jyeay, had loads of fun laughing my ass off.
sheesh. =))
soo, haapyy deepavali to myfrens. =P

ward 12 has been a horror! LOLness.
because of sisters there, we can't speak our own language.
damn, thats bloody diffcult.
stooopid! ward 4 was still the best!
serious.
and some SN are lyke so urghs!
well, to hell. consider just 3 more damn suffering weeks there.
so, shall not comment any further. =)

went out raya-ing last sunday. wit my secondary mates.
supposing only for the NT studs but since i'am much closer to them,
they dragged me along. it was also a quite last min planning.

at zahin's crib.

yana's crib.


biskoot,pinkyLILI and Nurul,sap sweethart. =P


the boys, my crib.


i <3 them! heading to yana's crib. =))


1 of my best fren. JUMALI! i tried to be tall, but, cannot


ridzwan aka matrep. LOLness. =))


indra,julie,sham.


lastly, my bestie! =)


juliebiskoot was to tired to smile. last hse,sham's.

anws, still loads of pics to update.
but, malaas! =)

i'am suppose to go out with bf.
but dad wana go tp.
i will feel bad not tagging along.
ohdear. =(
i'am stuck. haiz.

okays. i was asked to paste this poster on my blog. so, here it is.
so, glance it, read it. and come down to support them.
wakakaka. *bobal mcm understnd gitu*
ehems. okays. so, *ATS-Against The Stars*
aitee,bf and his band is performing.

then, ntah tktau nak cakap ape lagik.
all the best bley?
LOLness! =P

and thats it for 2day. super farking no mood to blog.
thanks. =)

currently, i'am at SGH!
i brought my lappy along, incase of super boringness
there's wireless. yesh.
soo, yeay.

i'am having such a severe headache.
the pain is simply killing me. half sided.
migrain as usual. hate it when that happens!
i hadn't enough rest lately. not enuff sleep.
blahblahblah.
vitamins shuld be consume by me.
haiyah.sooner or later.

soooo,its my last day today in ward 4.
i had such a wonderful time werking with everyone there.
although it was a short period of time, it has been great!
4 weeks had just flew just like that.
can't even feel it.
time really do flies. =)

today i did many stuffs! yeshyesh.
off plucking IV. sheduling drip.
its such a great day, xcept for my shoes.
which always makes me trip! dammit
melodz, haha. my HCA, taught me many2 things.
yepyep. and joke lyke nobody busineess with kak murni!
pt went missing! ahaks.
and my favourite uncle who always call me 'ping-an'
in english stands for biscuit and malay, biskoot!
ahaks. cuteeee kan??
i just love them luh.

from IMH. kept on singing and talking non-stop!
sheesh. always make me laugh. =)
me and leena can never stop laughing lyke mad cows today.
budden, odw home, this migrain struck me!
painful to the max!
went home, bath slep for only 10 mins!!

then took taxi to SGH. i was too weak and tired.
but i have to go. dad's running a fever now.
pity him luh. =(
and then visited sis.
just gave birth. baby girl.
geez

thats for now.
nitees. =)

again, im complaining.
im tired.
darnit, hadnt been wearing make-ups to werk.
and i always have this moody face when i dun use.
soo, ppl think that im sombong and dun smile to ppl.
totally wronggg! sheesh!

i've been always loud. bloody loud.
and ppl says that im soft. damn!
haha.
weirdoo!
werk has been alrite.

i slept at 2. thanks bcause i drank tea in the afternoon.
and i can't even fall asleep!
teacher gave me a lecture bcos didnt read up on oxygen therapy.
but i was able to ans her n do skill. knwldge wise, suck!
did admisson again, this cute uncle.
hes so polite and nice, able to co-operate wit me.
super duper niice uncle.serious. 79yrs.

doc inserted IV. and he wanted to cry.
so me and leena was bside him all the way
cheering him up, as usual. with my stupid joke,
he laughed! only god knows how i feel at that point of time.
pityful. doc inserted and swollen! the needee was lyke more then 5cm.
bloody hell. sheesh. i took out the pluck carefully.

then doc insserted again, we saw and we quicly ran to him
we patted him and told him everything gonna fine and sorts.
kesiannyer gitu!

then another new admission. he was fine. suppse to b in the iso room
suddenly. everything turned arnd.
patient collapsed!!
and the did resurctation*sorry. dunno hw to spell.*
LOL!
evry1 was rushing to do the death procedure.
then ended up, afternoon gurls took report and me and leena were having break.
kak ikin called and so we went. since no 1 duing it.
soo, yeay. wit kak ikin and kak su.

scaryy i must say. and using my scisors. thanks eh.
to cut the dead body shirt. shitoo!
fck. then wash giler babi sey. eww.
alchohol wipe and everything i did.
im very particular about this. sheesh!!

then duty over. went home. tom gonna b last day there.
im soo gonna miss every1 there!
seriously. ward 4. =)) LOVES!
was quite in a bd mood sey that point of time
met pathetic bf and he made my day luh.
seriously. love bf! =)

sheesh. now im already damn sleeepy.
thats it. nyte2 ppl.=)

bf, thanks for tolerating my crapz.
my countless mood swings and everything.
i love you with all my heart.
=)