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Thursday, January 31, 2008 @ 9:03 PM
pweet. who doesn't miss boyfriend?! grrrr, i do miss my bf. urms. i dunno wads wrong with this week. all my friends having tiff with bfs/gfs. including me! baaaah, just a lil understanding. but, its settled! =) & i can smile as widely as i could! oh my nazree love, i'am missing you much! =) i guess, i have been starting this week bad! it all started on sunday! grrrrrr! then, i tried to cheer up, bt still it remained the same way. was too tired, shag & unexplainable feeling. im always having headache! sucky seys! had biology test 1. i was scared to my wits. damn. i wanted to cry. i didnt knw whther i wuld pass. after 1hr, writing nonstop. teacher said STOP! & my head spins, spins & spins! grrrr, thats always happening! i hate it when that happens! its over. & i shall not comment about it. urms. i guess, bf have been tolerating my irritating attitude this week. seriously, i've been behaving like a ehems! this week. because, because, i'am such a jealous freakkkkkk hokay! no matter how much i love him or he loves me. i would still go gagagaga till i'am happy okeh! grrrrrr! thats me. & to those bitches. go & msg other guys who is avaible ryte now. & i wouldnt want to see yr freaking msges on my bfs cell. 1 more time, i would just ring the bitch & i wuldnt care because u're the 3rd one! mark my words. it hurts real bad when u see a girl newly just sent msg on yr bf cell ryteeee?! grrrrrrrrrrr! as if no other freaking guy to msg. itchy vagina i guess. ouh yah! i didnt get to revise my reproductive system! baaah, a few qns came out, & i played tikam2. bcause i can't remember the function of penis! damn luh, i should have concentated more during the lecture. oh well, nvrmd, i so sleepy! cya soooooon! =) |
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Wednesday, January 30, 2008 @ 5:45 PM
i'am feeling down. currently, i'am sitting here at the museum. waiting for ms liyana to finish off her work at 6pm. a fewmins more aniways. hmms. okehs, i'am meeting her all becausee, i really need someone to talk to. i don't really trust my other friends. its way different having to talk to a new friend, then an old one. yeah. i'am currently feeling super down. & very down. thats the reason why im stucked here. miserable feeling. totally. i can't understand, i don't know how to. sorry, but its not i wouldnt want to reply your msges. but, just gimme some time. each time when i think about it all over again. i get irritated, saddend by the incident. i was on the verge of crying. but i told myself, i shoulnt react this way though. but, i still have to cry my hearts out. i'am harsh on the outside. but i get deeply hurt easily. thats how i am. toms having a test. & its a very important one. i couldnt concentrate in class. thinking over what was actually happening. baaah. i had enough. ain't i being too nice? i duno. & i gtg. not gg online tonight. yana's lappy running low. tc ppl. |
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Friday, January 25, 2008 @ 11:17 PM
i want to sleep Happy 5th Month Hunneh! =) its now the 5th month. its fast. seriously. friends wouldn't believe that we're now 5mths togther. they thought it was longer. even said a year. lol. insyallah. =)) tooday. wasnt quite in a good mood luh seys. pressure luh. tom's phase test. wish me luck man. priming IV line, & whatsover. & nursing can be never easy as what i've thought. stresss gilers! but, nvrmd, continue my journey. yeshyeshyesh. went to visit jinzi after school. poor her. she looks very weak. takecare love. get well soon! =) then mitup with hunneh, was late. soorry! =P then went simlim,went round and round. LCD scrren no stck or whatsoever. then it not worth the repair. soo, told hunneh to keep his psp. kasi berhabok okay? after CNY, then cn repair. =P then metup with yana&iin. thanks yana for the treats yaw! lups you many2. soooon to b my turn when im so not broke. =) thanks babeh! hunneh bought me famous amos. yeay! terime-kasih teramat sangat nazree! saya amat mencintai kamu. i want to sleeeeep! nyte. hehe! =) Hunneh! thanks for today. it was a great outing. xcpt for the 'tak-sengaaja part'. lucky my stuffs didnt go flying. && i love your company hokays! & i love you truckloads! <3. |
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Thursday, January 24, 2008 @ 7:41 PM
boohoo! frens suck! i saw eleena's brother! okeh, its been loooong since i saw him. okeh, at the very least, he tegur. =) &&& i'am feeling pissed! lettme start from A right to Z! as usual, we'll always start our convos. but just kinda weird. so, i tend to ignore those feelings & tell myslf. "she's just having her mood swing, tired." i kept on thinking it over and over again. when i talk to her, she look at me, and stare. a few times plaks tuh. then ignore. bloody hell. having pms. there's not a need to do that right. i feel like giving a punch right into her face. damn. i know im kindaaa violent. but wth lahh! so, from that moments. i talk & laugh with every1 excpt her. so, wtf with her being the top one? a friend does that to you? thats way ATTITUDE! attitude problem! big time. i went lunch with my project mates. damn, trust none of your friends man. only trust when u have the faith in them. i dunt trust them, xcpt for the lil one. iloveher, she's always being fair. =) then, the 1st cmbine lecture,biolgy, she didnt talk to me, she IGNORED when i asked something. fine. soo, i ignoredddddddddddd her totally. after lunch, cmbine lecture again, Geron. she started convo with me. & suddenly start tapping my back & whatsover. creating convo & i ignored. take back! damn. & i didnt talk to her. & she asked, wads wrng. damn. look, just look at how my friends cn find trouble with me? grrrrrr, im not the timid ones whom just follow everything u say. gth! & she love showing-off. i'am not trying to talk or whatsoever bhind her. but, gah! i dun even know how to explain. my migrain struck again! & it sucks big time. sarah masage my back. woo, was a nice one. =) okeh, i dunno whats my plan for tom's. & sat. phrse test. 50%!!!! omg! i so have to do well. boohooooooo! stresss gilerrrrrrrrrr! & i manged to prctice a few times. gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! =( okehhhh, im buzzing off. saya rindu sngat dgn kamooo! sehari tk jumpe si! =P syg byk2 okeh? *huggs* thanks fazli for picking my mickey up. =)) |
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008 @ 9:18 PM
hunneh bunneh munneh! to my hunneh bunneh munneh! thanks for loving me all this while. i'am superduper in love with you. thanks for those laughters. thanks for those tears. having you in my life makes a great diff. and i just love being with you. thanks huns. i'am grateful. i appreciate you much. and no words i could futher describe. i don't need rings, i don't need gifts. all i need, is just you. what you have given me thus far, appreciated, kept. =) and now i realised, not having him by my side cn b real sucky. i had an 'ok2' day in school. went to school with yana. forgotten my lanyrd. & i had to run home to get it. as i was getting late. boohoo. & i'am so having my migrain right now. left-sided. it hurts terribly though. & i feel like crying. boohoo. ='( i need medication. once in a while only. i had 3hrs break, planning to check the bag bf told me. shop closed. idiot. for today only. irritating taw! panas2. i guess thats the reason i gt my migrain & studies too. bio lesson at 3.30. & we learnt about female reprdctve system. LOL! okeh, it was a gd & fun lesson. with the boys very 'jakon'. last lecture was male's one. & toms lecture, nervous system! & that kills! brain, brain, brain! please let me go crazy? baaaah! peningggggg teramat sangat. i'am hooping to feel better. and sat is getting near. i'am so hoping not to have my cramps. begging, i dunwan MC! i wana pass it. & be free & easy. tests coming up. sobbbbbbbbbbbbbb! okeh, i want to tido very soon. waiting for bf calls after done with werk. & then i can go dreammmmmmm! =)) BF! go to school please! don't malas2. I'am soo gonna drag you to school if u ponteng one more time. i'll make sure u wait for me at 715am if school starts at 8 taw! grrrrrr, wadeva isit. ILY hunnehh! *hugs* & fatimah's landyard dropped in the bushes! wakakakaa! okeh, i'am bad. & to jinzi, we all do misses you too. & get well soon okeh? & we'll strive tog? takecare! & eat your medication! =)) nitess! =) |
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Monday, January 14, 2008 @ 8:02 PM
wooots, tiring as always! school was just fine just now. lecture at the start of the day. which was a super looong one! grrrr! then next was PCA! theory & we calculated the drop factor. mananged to do so. & i forgotten to bring my notebook, which i've already thght so. then continued with lesson till lunch time. got to msg my hunneh a few msges. & off to class again! =( geron, dressed up saras & theory again. lucky thing i had the cardiac table to myslf. muahaha, im not suppose to touch tht. LOL! then next to communication skills. reached, put stuffs & went to the toilet. with myra. this fazli shocked us & i shouted at him. LOL! then while strolling, i saw bf waving from behind! wakakaka! =)) yay! & i took his mentos! =P! thanks hunneh! then next was contct time. bored as usual. & back home. i'am so tired. yesh i am! i need a rest & then back to bio revision. gdnyte! =)) |
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Saturday, January 12, 2008 @ 10:48 PM
darn current mood: PISSED. thank yoou! chatted online with cuz frm kl. wheeee, wasted i didnt take a picture with her. nah, its alryte. she will bring me to shop when im in kl. yeah! =) & yesh, see my current mood? im pissed. i dunno. maybe its just my md swing. but really theres nuthing wrong with me. & love didnt believe it. & he made me real pissed off! i assured him many time, bt still. argh, 4get abt it. & he didnt reply. dammit. its alryte. & the very next thingy is. i shall not INTERFERE with ppl relationship. i shall not! & jolly well i will not! & i wuldt want to help anymore! baaaah! next. im pissed for no reasons & creating trouble,piling up. wadeva & i dun care. school's has been shitty & damn hectic. having to bump onto section head without clipping my fringe. with my fringe over my face & pops up, she right infrnt of me & lucky thing, i mnge to clip with within seconds. & still my dear frens created convo & i cretd a fake smile. damn. withing two groups. im stucked. i will go with a, b said, 'julie sombong, pegylah sane'. wen i go with b, a will say 'rabak, julie tknk makan ngn kiter lagik' im just being fair, i treasure my frens & i dunwan to lose them. if really i can divide myself. projects, current one, still havent been resrching on it. toms. its a must. a have to. PBL soon again, it sucks. trust me. coping up with bio? toms, revision. its a must!!! die2. have too! i just dun feel like gg out. or even mit anyblody. okay,*tkpyah layan* went to johor. as per normal, julie borong wadeva she likes. including stuffs tht nt needed at all. & shes gotten dvds which she wanted to watch real badly. movie marathon soon, alone. yesh. & had hotplate fer lunch, damn delicious. & the abg sibok2,'eh, psp ehh' then i was like,' yerlh, tkkn plystnt'. lol, his not bd after all. then at spore immgsn. guess wad? i saw achik spin & ct nordiana in the car. woo, i didnt knw it was them. only when achik look & smiled. then i was telling mum, 'mama! achik spin ma!' then my mum said, 'iyelah, dier.' lols. & & & im hungry now. damn! im eating a lot again. pms soon fer sure. damn! sheesh, i hate it wen ppl like hym srt confessing. wth luh. & another, after so loong then he asked fer my numbr. toobad, u're too late to get it. *tongue-out!* okehh, i wanaa watch a lst 1 movie. nyteee! dun mind our convo, mind the nick, AIN>julie!!u r wrg! biology is fun..not crazy u biskoot!! haha..gi blaja la..lol says (11:12 PM): tapi ku piir balikconfirm dier ader reason punyer * juliebiskoot says * BIOLOGY makes me go crazyyyy!!! says (11:13 PM): hahaha! siak je. aper sey reason? idiot ain! smack yoou! haha |