ouh, HELLOS!
let's blog, while waiting for love to reach bedok and gimme a misssss call.
=)

well, i just got home. went to watch.
P.S I Love You! =))
its a nice & sweet movie indeed.
was in tears & lucky thing, didnt run down.
& it like 2 hrs? i was shivering in there.

i just like the way love look and me and smile.
awww, his round eyes & cheeky smile with the vamp tooth.
adohrable! =P

haha. okeh, yest was, hurms.
our 6th month. ouh, its already half a year.=)
friends always thought we're much longer than that,
and when i told em, they went like,
'eh, serious, i thought u guys were longer then that'
and after hearing that, i smileeeeeed !
motivates me to go on further and forever. =)

well, happy 6th month hunnehs!
i'am deeply in love with you. =)
& thanks for everything.

its been great having him in my life.
he pampers me.
he cares for me.
he stood there listening to my nags/complaints always.
he laughed sincerly & thats random.
his just everything to me.

and he loves me,
just like i do. <3333333333!
i love him. loads.

& thanks love for everything,
everything that you have done for me.
everything that you gave me,
i'll cherish them all.
i love you nazree. =)

I want to be your favourite hello & your hardest goodbye.


this is random, look at him. =)

today was such such such a superduper great day,
seriously it was.

ouh, woke up early in the morning, to go to school
& stuffs.
after that, went to Suntec & watched JUMPER!
ooo, went it for free, thanks to syafiee & his mummy.
woo, free nachos,popcorns,and coke.
yay! was a great movie, after all that, we got influenced by his actions.
ouh, his gooood looooking yaw! haha. =))

then camwhore a little, and train-ed home,
while shila and the rest went to esplnde.
took my bath again, got ready waited for bf to get ready.
off to SGH, i saw my baby farisha odw to plaza sing.
aww, she cuteeee & adorble. she smileeeed at me, yay! =)
babies are loved, and i love carrying her.

oh, proceeded to plaza sing, which yana wanting to give us a treat.
SWENSENS oi! loaded lah oi. =P
$210.57. 6 heads. way fcking expensive.
hiakdush, she spent loads i guess.
TQ very muchie huns.

well, i made a new friend. WAWA!
& nice meeting yoooou! =))
i'am too bubbly i guess. heh.

& service sucks. each time," i'll check for you."
yah ryte! so like wadeva.
oh, bf is a crazy freak today.
he made me laugh my ass off hokay.
stop doing the 'mambang' thingy huns.
haha! =)

& i've been distubing ppl arnd me. heh!
julie biskoot, ngeh3! =)

then next stop, heeren, neoprints.
haha! coolshit luh seys.
wawa went off.

well, conclusion, it was such a great day luh.
yes it was, with my dearest friends.
& with love esp. it was superduper great.
just let the pictures do the talking?
im tired. =)

gdnyte everyone.
i want to sleep!
a great saturday. =)
<33333333!


my nursing babes! <3!


& they rawk. =) Shila, Hisyam,Ain,Sharifah,Hidayah,Syafiee. =)


& my banker, nono, my lovely gf, sweet aye?


& meet, the boys. =) crazy+idiotic+i dunno what else?


& this picture is kinda, urms, ehems, gayslah korg! haha


& meet the gurls..


my love.


& love took a cndid one, i was veryvery cheerful.


one of our neos. hehe! =))


ouh, thats Jaz! =)) he can never stop smiling away luh. haha


& all of us, Salihin(last week bdae boi),Nazree,Jazli,Yana,Julie & Wawa. =))


nielah, bdae boi katerkan. hmmm! haaha


my gf! <3! TQ for everything.

well, today was 'great' and it really was.
currently, i'am feeling so awful & miserable.
very, totally, very.

it was a total disaster.
PMS, could it be understood?
since yesterday, i got pissed of by the slightest mistake.
the minor ones.
it sucks, to the core.

yet today, thought it could be a better day.
but turn out, the worst day of my week.

woke up at 8, feeling very tired, super tired, & i was so shag to the max.
dragged myslf. smiled into the mirror and said, "today is gonna be a great day."
yesh, gf msged, she was happy, so do i.
i took the train just before her, if i knw, i would wait for the next one.
bt, i wouldnt wanna be late.

a few bunch of friends went swiiming.
waited for myra.
morning lesson was superb, indeed it was.
came lunch time, damn.

he wanting to send me home, & i didn't allow him to do so
since just to send me home, & travel back again.
its tiring,& schooling the next day.
i asked him, whther hes tired, he said he was.
so, i told him to go straight home w/o gg anywhere.
is it something wrong?

nvrmd, purposely i asked again at 2+ while i was doing my prjct,
where you gg after school? & this time round, he said, "duno or nt sure."
fine. i had guessed so earlier.
asked him to acmpny to the cooler during his break, he answered me a diffrent one.
hes gg to accmpny his fren.

fine.fine.fine.
purposly asking him to go home so he can rest, hes accmpnying his fren.
i didnt EVER said its wrong. fine.
i don't mind if he doesnt send me home. at all.

i was pissed, & come next, a fren.
i don't want to talk about this.
& tolenrnce level went lower.

during class, msged hym where hes at, he said, arrivin hme soon.
so fine, i told hym i gt a group prjct, was expcting hym to be there to,
but, nvrmd. its okeh. dun mind again.

tld hym to msg me tonight, he said ,"why, now cannot msg?"
and thats when i couldnt stnd it any longer.
i said, 'ur wish.& i might b coming home late.'
& next, his reply was 'i'll stop irritating you'
& wth, out of a sudden. i cant be bothered.

& fuck, he sent me a msg which was sooo hurtful.
yesh, i got attitude problem, i do have it.
& he couldnt tolerate further.
& it hurts like hell coming from someone i love so much.
i told myself, not to breakdown, don't & will not.
i mange to cntrl those tears till now, while posting this.
i'll accpt, i got one fucking attitude problem can?

from that moment i got that msg,
my mind was not at ease.
each time i would think baq of tht msg,
tears are waiting to roll down.
but, i dun wan to.
i felt a diff me after that.
didnt reply to tht msg.

friends told me to cheer up, bt i culdnt.
with those in my mind, did the prjct, half way.
thanks my babes, u guys made me forget my sorrows.

after that, bus-ed baq to tamp interchng & train-ed baq.
the journey home, was another sucky one.
i kept thinking, his everywhere on my mind.
i know i suck.

i'am once again shag, total weakness in me.
mum scolded me, for not eating my dinner,&
asking me to go macdnld to buy something, i refused.

muyas, thanks. thanks for the concern,
she knw im too tired to cont with the prjct
& told me to just cont tom.
even asking me whther i had rch hme.

after bath, my body was warm.
check the temp, & i got slight temp.
nt gonna each meds, cause i have been eating meds too often.

mon- flu medication.
tue- migrain medication.

and today, im nt gonna cmsume any.

i'am trying to handle problems on my own.
& i cant depend on others.

i though gf would be there to talk to me.
but, she's too busy when shes at work.
& nrvd, i got to undersntd that.
after werk, msged her again, no replies,
shes gotten celebs on.
i was kinda disspointed, i really need her to talk to me.
but, i knw, shes busy, so, im okeh with it.
shouldt rely on her, she gt her oown probs too.

i kept it to myslf.
& by posting this up, i felt betta.

goodnight.

ouh, yesterday was sucky.
tiff with parents when wanting to go out.
& next was with bestfren.
it sucks to the core, yes it do.

tears welled up, wanting to cry.
hold on to it, wipe it off, odw to meet love.
love was worried, kept on asking.

decided not to go fort canning.
instd, went to T3.
told love what has happen, tears was like waterfall.
love said, " don't spoil your makeup."
after a while, i felt much betta.
thanks love. i love you veryvery much.

T3 was definately awesome. seriously it was.
=)
i love the place. went rounding the whole airprt.
expt T1.
wanted aisream, gelare. bt there wasnt any.
trnsit only.
next, i wanted famous amos, none.
& love was being so stubbrn wanting to find.

ended up, bus-ed to jurong pt.
ohdear, banglass, truckloads of them there.
sucks lah.
i've gotten famous amos!

train-ed home, love was so engrss wtching tv.
national grf chanel. ohdear, i don't watch it.
lol.

after meeting love, i felt muchmuch betta.
thanks much love, for the treat too.
=)

& i saw my twin Julie & ilham.

thats it, test tom & i have not studied.
damn, need to study!
takecare ppl.
=))


he had his haircut an hour agoo. boohooooooo! =(


senyoom, ish.


loook at hym! hahaha. =P

i'am back again for today.
its a superduper tiring day oi.

i couldn't wake up in the morning.
mums shouted a few time, still, gonecase.
friday is the most tiring week oi.
the past 5 weeks was the same situation.
& the 6th week too.
in 3 weeks exams oi! 10th&11th.

and next week, insuling injection phrse test oi!
thats held tuesday, & PCA theory on mondays.
waaaaa! stresssssssss! pressureeeeee luhhh!
boohoo!

nursing? nursing? nursing?
nursing kills oi! haha.
nvr think that nursing is damn easy or wadeva shit okeh.
its likee, worst then i ever thought lah.
but, endure oi, i'am soon gonna be a NURSE!

thats it. NURSE OI!
heh!
i've got, *count fingers*
at least 8 mre months to go, exlcdin holis.
i'll continueeee my journeyy! yeah!

ohwell, i manage to pass my geron, & im gay with my marks oi.
but, i aint with bio. bt the lucky thing is, i manage to pass it too.
its gonna be dreadful nt having to pass those test.
i slacked the whole term last year. bt im nt gg to this year.

okeh, studies, stop.
=)

well, my melacca trip was kindaaa a boring one.
bcause i was forcing myslf to go.
yah, but, it was okay.

mat kotais, i hate them.
mat rempits, i wana smack them hard with helmet.
ryte bside me, perah mcm motor nk terbang,
irritating specimen.
eyes couldnt bludge further.
grrrrr, forget it.

didnt shop much seys.
nuthing at all oi.

i've gotten lots of lovebites.
from nyamoooks!
idiot. & semots.

& the moment i reached kampong,
sapu longkang oi!.
haha. with my cuzzie
mummy on the tap frm kithen,
FROG LEAP OUT RIGHT INFRNT OF MY FACE!

ewww, how disgusting cn it beeee!
yuckyyucky!
i shouted at the tops of my lungs.
"arghh, kodoook, tlng kodok!".
& damn, both my cuzz sis laughed at me like a retard.
irritating.
malu oi. yucks,yucks.

then rested, pent.
my aunt neighbr came over, stayed there too
2 lil kids, cute oi. tpi, degil!
hahaha. =)

& yeah, days pass by just like that.
enough. its been past a week already. =)

i've beeeen loving the bear huns bought me yest.
hehe! envyyyyy me! lol.
dhlah cute, buluuu die soft lagy
ohwell, trimekasih sayang!
saya amat mencintaimu. =)

hehe! penat lah nk blog oi.
pictures on the goo! whee.

takecareee ppls. <3 yaa!
=)


jersey 24 tuh, minahrep baru masok kampong oi! hahaha! =P


si curly fries.


kucing idop oi, tknk kuar sey, walaupn ader orng tepijak.


this picture was a day b4 phrse test. tngh wait ayam pnyet oi. nazree frust oi

talking abt it. ayam pnyt 2nd level lucky plaza is muchmuch more delicious. surabaya rest.
kangkong dier, fuh, cannot take it.
the 4th one, kangkong sold out? mepek kan?
not that nice. try ppl!

nyteeee!

happy VVV day everyoneeee!
=)

Got back home a few hours ago.
after school, bf fetched me, & off we go to suntec.
yay!

guess wad, bf bought me a huge,huge,huge teddy!
omg, thank q so much love!
& its sooo damn bloody cute lah!
i was smiling & smiling all the way.
i've gotten a teddy, and its a huggeeee one!!
yay! =))
thank yoooou! appreciated, ily!

& bf, i had a great2 day with yoou today!
it was great.
& i surprise bf with a box.
a prezzie!
i told hym i wasnt able to buy anything,
but i did. heh!

& ader dia tknk trime, hiakdush!
ahaks. =)
nice wrapped taw!
ohwell, a great2 day with bf today.

shall i upte my melacca post soon?
busyyyy lah sey.
current, 2 prjcts. just done with 1.

gdnyte. pics,pics.
BF,ILOVEYOU!

=))


CUTE oi kucing niie! =) my dad love this shot. heh!


the very frst baby gurl that i said, "alah, cuteeenyer diaa!"


the kakaks & the keciks.


the curly fries is sleeping, look at his hair, curly oi!


both, the cute one, & the notty one.


those ayams running arnd, nice one i took! on target. =)


pagiii sey nie. erly morns.


suasana kampoong oi! hahaha!

......................

hehe! more mlaka pic soon.
now, now, now.

MY HUGE,CUTE TEDDY OI!


& everybody, PLEASE be JEALOUS!
hahaha! =P


owh, i love hym superduper muchie!
thanks huns for everything!

<3!

i want to sleeeep
gdnyte ppl!

first & foremost. Happy CNY to all my chinese friends.
may you guys enjoy the celebration yaw!
=)

& the very next is,
i'am so gonna miss NAZREE!
he wouldn't be able to fit in the car thgh if i were to ask hym alooong.
bf, another trip okeh? yoou, yanaa, mee!
yay! =)

i'am going to melacca in a few hours time.
BUT, i haven't even touched my clotthes.
lalalala. mum gonna screams for sure if she knows.
haiyahs! once again, melacca again. yeah. nuthing much over there luh.
i wanna go to the zooooooooooooooooooooo!

nvrmd, let's see where will we goo. =)
nvrmd, ouh, i want starbucls, coffee bean, at mahkotaa's.
wheee.

butbut, im leaving with a heavy heart.
thought of spening the whole day with him.
from morning till night, but, it didnt came true.

yesterday, met up with my dearest bf!
school ended at twelve.
odw home, sarah called me, & she needs the book.
boohoo. so i decided to pass them the book 3 hrs later.
haha. went home, a quick nap.
then got ready, off to hereen.
& someone has diffculty with saying heeren! hahaha!
then went baq the same way.miting bf at bedok! =)

ouh, my class leader ain, having a tiff with one of my mates too
fuhyoo, irritating giler lah.
but, i dunwan to be involved. yay! =)

bus-ed to esplnde, walked to clk quay.
went to central. ouh, i love the view there.
i was so tired, very tired. i felt really weak sey.
& i kept complaining.
i guess i hadnt had enough sleep these days.
i've been sleeping at 1am. 1230. boohoo!

& yeah, we sat & had our convos.
& its been loong since we had one. =)

& ouh, the cats there. blooody cute lah!
grrr! rite bf? =)

& i hate it when time really flies.
its was already late. & i have to go home.
how sad. bf send me home.
& we bidded gudbye.
ish, dramatic nah. =P

ouh yesh, dearest bf,
promise me to take good care of yourself when i'am not arnd alright?
the person i'am worrying most is YOU!
& it has always been you okeh? =)
i'am so missing yoou. please tc hunneh.
<3 yoou superduper much.
=)

and dearest yana,
i'am sooo gonna miss yoou tooo!
takecare yaw & update me if there any imprtnt stuffs okeh?
=)
beeep me at my daddy's num aiite?
=)

&&& to the rest who took the effort to rd my post,
click into my bloogie,
TQ! & iloveyou guys lah! =)
Happy hoolidays!
& enjoy the superduper loong holis.
=)

imgonnamissyoupeople!
=)

toodlesssss!


with my buddies, sempat bgmbr hokay. =)


&&thats bf. & please,please,please,please don't cut your hair first bf?
lovee you! =)

i had a bad start in the morning.
bf was at home. another day of not gg to work.
sick. pity bf.
immune breakdown. as i have alredy thght so.

baah, msged bf thghout till now.
i feel much betta now.
bf, ily. =)
eat your medication alryte?

yest. was prolly a great, not so great day.
strting, went to school. took my notepad.
wanting to study for geron's test on mons.
mummy sent me.
i went up to locker with ferdy.
heh! suker dier naik lift.

then saw y1. phrse test.
jyeah.
then next was off to geylang.
lunching. ate till i was sooo bloated.
popiah, siew mai & i duno whatsoever.
then walked arnd.
reach at at 215.

another quick bath, got ready & off to mit bf.
didnt want to go actually, but nah, it wouldnt kill.
bf waited. he was pissed.
jumpe je dh binget2. aperlahs.
then went up, & blahblahblah.

ATS performed well. =)
yesh they did.

after which, went to mit yana, wireleess.
wanting to trnfer pics. no plug.
stupid mac.
went to me salihin.

bus-ed to ct hall. went to macs at funan.
dunno wassup with salihin&liyana.
nazree pn asyik nak marah je.
sabar.sabar.
baaah. stress sia looking at both expression.
as if thres something big which was gg to happen.
they didnt talk. as if. i duno.
i tried talking to em.
but, i thinks theres a stone in their mouth.
soo, nvrmd.

i wouldnt want to bother.
wanting to go home, took the train.
me, bf & yana walked as if theres a dog chasing us.
we tapped in.
then i realised. salihin went missing.
& i asked, naz turned and said hes buyin tics.
we were on the esclator.
we waited for hym thgh.

& as if waiting for a fruit to fall off.
then he beeped yana.
yana called, his at his pltfrm.
woots.
& yana was pissed.

i mean, who wouldnt?
his supposed to send her home.& turns out he left w/o saying gdbye.
omg. if i would to be in that situation. OMG!
it sucks to the core.

& yana was trying hard not to cried.
i said gdbye to bf & gave hym a stren warning.
=P
& yana broke down there & then.
her eyes was so red, very red.
& yeah, she couldnt stop.
pity her of course.

it hurts to see my bestfren in that kind of situation.
beeped salihin, its just a misunderstnding which occurs & lead to everything.
boys & their ego. which they want to win everytime.
& as if we're the one which have to say sorry ferst.

wadeva. & i guess that was her worst day ever.
being left by bf, who would be able to take it???!!
damn.

dearest yaanaa, cheer up okehhhh??

& i guess. that it.
toodles. noodles.


ATS performing. =)


my sick bf. =P with a fake smile. LOL!


& i brought bf cap homeeee! yay! =P

today was definately a fast day.
thgh we're supposed to end at 2.
teacher has something whatsoever on.
& oh, our CA was angry with us.
wth?! suddenly she said, "since all of you doesn't want to listen, don't ask me to do revision!"
then i was like? siaa, we didnt even talk ir whatsoever.
there was sure the cause of it.
then she said,"since we have no mood, i dunwan to teach, go for break."
i guess all my classmates jaws dropped!
gaaaah!

ohwell. i don't care. not at fault.
went for break thgh.
& an hr later was CS! watched Patch Adams.
& it was a damn nice moovie.
i should get myself that dvd.
related to my course & how to make ppl smile.
=)

bt, i had a 5-10mins sleeeeep, too sleepy!
& next was biology, learnt about nervous system.
part of the brain & whatsoever.
brain & spinal cord. blahblahblah!
i can't remember! ohshucks.

& after that, went to mit bf.
raining giler babs! i was lyke cursing.
grrrr, with my laptob which now cause my hands cramps all over.
& my shoes which ABSORBS water! grrrrrr!
irritating. i hate to be in that situation.
balik sekolah hujan! grrrrr!

*Julie feels like punching Nazree*
wakakakakakakaka!!

well, accpanied bf to makaaan.
well, mat tingkap!,wad cn i say. LOL!!
rain maseh lebat nak maut sey, bored siaaa!
then sent bf to work.

*eksyen je cakap, tkperlah, u balik, last2 mintak antar jugak, hiakdush!*
=P

after that, train-ed back home.
i purposely missed the train i wanted to board.
ramai sia orng.
then i sat down, waiting for the next train.
then i saw abg mud inside!
with his 2 friends. grrrrrrrr!
if i knw, i would barge it & interrupt their convos!
HAHA!

abg, please go & throw your phone.
smsed no use. alasan batt low!
hahaha! its been super loooooong i last saw hym!
boohoo! XD
abg daku tetap belom maju kehadapan. LOL!
okeh, hoping he doesnt read this.
=P

back home, onlineeed.
i didnt knw what i did. i was sleepy at 8.
& i had an hour nap. LOL!
it feels nice to napp, its been looong since i had a proper sleep seys.
at last. eyebags, go!

past 4 weeks has been a total blow.
didn't even manage to rest well seys.
i shall not complain much, & i know how does Nazree feels.
having to go to school, forced by Julie.
then to work again till late night.
i pity you luh nazreeeeeeee!
if only you would live nearby.
or mayb *vrooooooooom!*
can fetch nazree. LOL!
thats totally out. damns.
=)

okeh, i want toooo do other stuffs.
such as, i duno?

& oh, my friends got pranked calls.
& to the person doing that, please fark off okeh horny bastard?!
harass sia!
& i'am so hoping u're not my classmate.

idiot.
okehhhhh, nite ppl.

keeeeep smiling for a muchmuch betta days ahead!
=))