Happy 9th Monthsary Boyfren. =))

Yesterday, fetched boyfren after my ndp training.
Before that, went lunch with ella & ain. =)
and we shared loads. yes we did.
and boyfren finished late.
he waved and smiled thrgh the class panel.
and i was busy with my psp.
and then, i saw his MOM at the panel.
hahahaha!
paisey kepe, i kept smiling mcm slgh,
his mum asked him to come in,
tknk siaa, maluuu!

and then, off to movies! yeah!
and i managed to pujuk boyfren to watch CONGKAK!
and terbukti, my boyfren bukan pengecot. hahaha!
jahat kepe.
and certain part was scary, but everything was okeh!

then rushed home, went makan! at railway stnt.
with parents and boyfren.
ate mee goreng kerang again, and it was yummmy!
satay, dad & boyfren ate the most.
hahaha.
send boyfren home and headed home suwit home!

and today, woke up at 11. got ready to go jemputan.
=)
and i was late,as usual. and my high heels went missing.
headed to bukit batok frst, my cuzzie side weds,
ouh, kendarat, hehehe.
but, nah.
next was tamp, after tht, headed bedok, cuzz hse fer a while
and then, fetched boyfren, home!

i had a nap, on boyfrens shoulder as usual while watching tv.
mum woke me up.
then got ready, to toapayoh!
which me & boyfren camwhored!
heh. =)

did some jalan2. and off home.
tom afteroon, new ward again.
goodnyt lovelies.
=P



















and my hair is getting curlier each day.
& i need to get it rebonded asap.
sponser me. heh. =)

and, ilyvm boyfren.
the best guy ever. =))
huggs yaw.

=)

when was my last update????
saturday. and lets talk about sunday!

well, went to johor again with parents & aunt.
Boyfren's working, and he didn't tag along.
I've gotten my maybelline eyeshadow! =)
it so diffclt to find the colours i wanted.
but at last, with 10% discount summre.
heh!

didn't do much shopping, nthing i was attrcted at,
just things that are needed.
bought pitza & dunkin donuts as usual.
and then back to sg.
and i had constipation. mcm sial.
urghs.

and monday! =) was suppose to stay home and rest as much i could.
but i got myslf involved with the ndp motivater's amazaing race, kinda lyk that.
the sun was blazing hawt and lucky thing, i didnt got seperated with my frens.
lucky thing! phew, if not, i wouldnt be able to click with the others,seriously.

and we travelled from merlion to peninsula,
walking and running, ohdear, and the sun gave no mercy.
freaking hot sia, and everything wanting to die of exhaustion.
getting to knw we're the last grp, we ran like mads to the Gmax bungy,
meeting point, gotta ans a quiz and we gotten last,
damn.

we quicly solved what was neeeded and we rushed lyk hell.
seriously.
and we had to climb high stories of overhd bridge, then run across the bridge,
and, RUN UP THE FORT CANNING HILL!!!
omg, i felt like lying flat sia, with heavy bags and such.
wth! we pulled each other, mcm bodoh. haha!
i think the car would reverse itslf having to go up that hill.
sheesh,and we managed.
=)

we got in third place. the other groups hasnt arrive yet. HAHA!
all those efforts. and overall, we got 2nd plce. =)
ate brkfst cum lunch cum dinner, at ljs. 20 bucks cash as reward,
mcm bodoh, but i dun care.
and then, metup with Boyfren. searching for lanyrd i wanted,
nowhere to be found seys.
and then decided to proceed baq homie! =)

and tuesday, i was posted to NUH, ward 47. peeds.
meaning, kids! aha, we arnt welcomed warmly by the stffs there.
ee, mcm sial. i dun like!!!
because they tend to look down on ITE studs, well, HELLO!
open your eyes big enough so that i can poke my finger thrgh,
but, SOME kids there were adorable. seriously they were.
and i saw this baby, Zaidan, how cute!
i look his fishballs cheeks, and drumstik thigh,
ahh, hes so cute lahh.

and today was my last day seeing him.
and, wed was posted to clinic G, O&G.
gerek siololo. mcm2 bley nampak.
and i witness a girl, same age as me, is alrdy 9mths preggy.
she came alone, and she's damn sweet lah.
and she dun look like 18. and she's nice too. =)
pap smear, gerek kepe, dlm2 ley tgk tau.

and a malay women wanted abortion, dunno why,
she has alredy 3 kids. and, i dunno???
a life is killed. thats bad. wad can we do?
she wanted it, her decision. stupid.

and next week, i'll be going to nursery,
which i'll be taking care of those lil darlings there.
=)
and friday, which is the last day, at delivery suite.
and im hoping to witness a delivry. =))



i carried baby zaidan, 5 mths, and a friend said,
"alryte Julie, kau pass jage anak, nnti aku bilng boyfren kau"
and i went like, okeh, best.
hahaha! idiot. and
my kutoking partner, my burhanudin aka didi,
wants to have a child, but doesnt want to get married.
idiot you, factory issit, or funfair??

haha! well, im gg to miss baby zaidan. =(
and a 7 weeks old, baby arielle. cute ey her name??
i carried her bcause she was screaming and her mummy wasnt there.
and she kept silent. how cute.
and i talked to the babies, my fren said, "Julie, what languange yr talking?"
and i gave him a tight slap on his back. idiot.

overall, a nice one, having to takecare of diff kids.
=)
but they can be irritating at times, serious.
and they can be cute and adohrable! =))

goodnyt all. =)

i thanked god for giving me a chance to meet him in my lyfe.
i thanked him for everything that is happening.
accept, and able to solve it.
that's life.

i found myself such a nice boyfren,
who is able to tolerate with me,
having the patience,
understanding me,
pampering me.

i love him for who he is.
ilyvm boyfren. =)

woke up late today,
but in time to catch the train,
and reached on the dot.

learnt new dance steps again.
borring! haa, then a game.
and balloning, did flowers today.
it was nice! =)

after that, proceeded home.
as i was too sleepy, had 2 hrs of sleep.
pathetic.
then reach home, i sleeeept.
till 4, Fitri baby and parents came over,
take some stuffs.
went over to fetch sister and Farisha baby,
ahh, i miss her loads!
=)

fetched nazree too along the way.
proceeded home.
god-bro birthday today.

Happy Birthday Muhd Ferdryanshah.
He turned 5. =)
had a lil party for him.
gave his pressie. and he loves it.

boyfren was sick, had a temp, and his cough and runny nose.
pity him. stay strong baby.
don't forget your medication. =)

and did i mentioned that boyfren has a new haircut?
uh2. he looks wonderful. =)
i loike. haa, a neater and shorter one.
+ a lil more cuter, just a lil okeh.
ahaks.
he came over althgh his sick. heh.
and he was super late for work!
sheesh, tsktsktsk.

okeh, im done, i wanna sleeep.
let the pictures talk.
goodnight.



















boyfren, i only have you now.
only you whom i can talk to.
i <3 you lots.

ahhhh! i'am back. =)
after not blogging for a week!
uh2. thats simply loooong,
all because i had a tiring weekends.

yeah, so as per normal, every saturday would be half a
day in school. sheesh
half a day gone. last sat, after motivaters, went to johor.
heh. + bf whom was late. slegeh. had to wait for him.
skejap takper.
then boyfren layan the lil one.
did a little shopping.
as it was late, proceeded home.

sunday, i had to help out a friend, kendarat.
its was my first experience for godness sake lh.
mixed feeling. bf sent. and continued journey home.
and when the guys side came over, damn, more then 50 bikes
came along. it was like, wow!
and the bikes was damn nice luh.
yaya and me starting pointing to the beautiful bikes.
then shilala & yaya strted to sing. alamak.
kecohs.
but it was a great experince. saw my classmates tooo! =)

then back home, bf fetched, went to tnjr pgar,
railways stnt.
ate satay. power kedegak. serious. must try!!!
ha, then back homie. =)

and and and, my IMH posting is over.
and i feel sad. seriously i do.
i'am so gonna miss miss them.

i'am going to miss A-pang, my favourite one.
i'am going to miss Ahkaw, the one i called harimau.
i'am going to miss Lup Meng, the cha2.
i'am going to miss woon leong, the 'what'
+ laughing gas, ricrd strumming guitar and mr actor.

andand, the rest toooo, xcpt the molester.
hahahahaha! i'am not being nice to them.
it was a great learning experience.
although on the very first day, i was scared to wits.
but now, im feeling sad to leave them.

maybe, i would consider psytric as my elective.
just a maybe. well. =)

enough of them, they'll be kept in mind.
=))

and tomorrow, again, every sat routine,
bored kepe.
monday pon ader, bodoh, holiday pon tk senang.
urghhs!

next week, NUH, Mother & child.
we might be going to the delivery suite!!!!!!!!
and we can witness delivery!
omg! thats so gerek!
and im looking forward to nursery!!
babieeees! how cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
okeh, i'am excited.

and now, im gg to bed.
pictures soon.
toodles

today was kinda irritaing,
this apek wanting to pull me! tsk!
then i showed him my fist and i walked away.
and when i see hym, i just looked away,
irritating., nampak je baik. eee!

today was giler day, we laughed2.
i got pissed, but, my frens distrb them, im the one who laugh lyk the patients.
haha.
but, those pt bring smiles to my face althgh im pissed or feeling down.

after a week there, seems fine.
the violent one, who punched my fren, waved at me, smiled at me.
haha. he wouldnt talk to the rest. unresponsive to the rest.
hahah! =)

tomorrow, back to school.
motivater's training, thats so boring shit for sure.
haiyah, but nvrmd, endure!

























sume slack giler makan time.
i loveee them all.
toodle!




this is the boy whom i hearts loads!
=)
thanks for the dedication boyfren!

let's blog today. =)
afternoon shit seems to be some kinda boring shit lah.
but today, afternoon was a bore.
yes it was.
sat there and my friend slept. as for me, i strted msging.
bcause if not, i will fall asleep too.

help out with temp taking and stuffs.
i did enjoy myslf. kecoh as per normal.
ohh, patient ate banana skin in the dustbin.
kencing on bed. sheesh, and bau, cannot angkt.

but some patients are cute. simply cute.
there's one who will keep repeating same things he said so many times luh.
love to disturb him.
and others waving, saluting and doing all the stupid stuffs we can
which we laughed hard and make them laugh too.
padahal2. haha!

this pakcik lah, he has history of molester,
he came near me, close and said,"name kau sape?"
then we're not suppsd to say to them, so i said.
"nama saya Peah cik!"
and i cannot than sia, amirah alrdy laughing lyk mad women
+ sya too.
he neared me again, he wanted to take my nametag,
i made a big turn and took it out.
hahaha. stupid.
ask me again, "awak boyan ke jawa?"
and i said, "saya banglaa"
and i laughed sampai menangis2.

+ sya joke about kelatan thingy.
haiyoooh, we laugh and laugh sey.
+ our irritaing/mepek stff nurse, mls nak layan.

then i was looking at this pt with AN.
then rajveen called. she said quick.
this i saw this pt kinda vibrating, and kinda lyk dancing.
lying on the bed.
wanted to laugh,then i just observed carefully,
he kena epilepsy.
sheesh, rushing giler seys.
serammmmm!
turned hym to the side, 10mins, his fine.

well, i only found out that gayboy is a malay!
eww, and he cant talk. tsktsk,
geliiiii! and he was on top of another patient just now.
sheesh.

okeh, nak tidoooo!
goodnye lovelies.

i'am missing boyfren luh seys.
+ gf.

takecare! =)

after 3 days over there, its scaryyyyy!
first day was nothing much and i was scared to wits lah seys!
took bus and we're late, had orientation and stuffs.

2nd day was morning shift again, and all staying clementi took the 1st train.
we rushed lyk crazy. went with raj, kecoh lyke giler,
fearing we would be late.

i can die sia of the smell there. peng nak mampooos siololol.
Male ward summore. each day will see things we wouldnt want to see.
tsktsktsk!
and siti, my groupmate, kena punched by one of the patient.
scry nak mampos. serious shit.

as for me, i will never smile. act fierce. haha!
but sometimes, i laughed like them too.
thanks to groupmates too.

siaaaa, 47 diff chrcter, sheesh!
singing lah, clapping of hands lah, masturbating too!
hahahaha. free show kepe!
we had lunch at canteen, pon org gile kacau!
makan taik also have, and 2 males kissing each other?!
thanks uh.

after work, bf fetched. went jp, Delifnce babeh.
sedapppppppp siolololo. =)

today, another boring day, hca kena punched,
glasses broke. haiyooo!
malas nak elaborate,
met bf at pasir ris.
wanted to bowl at e-hub. lawaaaaa siolololo!
nak bowl, tpi mood tkder.

then watched movie.
"what happen in vegas"
gerekkk kepe! =)
okeh, ku malas!

takecare and goodnyt.
syang boyfren ku banyak2.
thanks soooo much yaw!
<3333!

=)

afternoon tom, perhaps, reach home at 11pm
grrr. toodles! =)

boyfren, ku cinta banget sama kamu ya?
haha.

hello people. i'am back again.
i've been always not blogging.
hehe.
because its either i simply have no time,
or not really in the mood to blog.

things have been gg the right path for me & bf.
its just one of my major moodswings coming along + his.
and after a while, i'am fine. =)

went out with gf on labour day.
dined in at secret recipe babeh. =)
heaven siololo. hehee

so, Friday, worked morning shift and it was my last day in ward 10.
how wonderful, but, its a great 3 weeks there althgh we hated some ppl.
but, its fine. =)
gonna miss the nice ppl there.
inclding my patients and it hard to bid goodbye.
boooohoooo!
but, nvmrd, go on. =)

met up with my god-bro.
and its been loooong since i met up with hym luh.
went to simlim to get his ipod repaired.
and i have such a nice bf whom allowed me.
and met taufik malek there, happy bdae dudee!
=))

then back home. and saturday. =)
decided to stayed home.
ask parents to vivo. hehe.
i got 'hajat' if i ask them to these places.
hehehe.
but then something cropped up.
boyfren came over to my place and layan those kids with their psps.
haha!

then dad decided not to go, mum asked me to get ready.
wanted to eat ice cream with yana, then again, she met her future in laws.
hmmms.
went to vivo with boyfren and mum.
hehehe, guess what i was aiming for?
SAMSUNG T-10 mp3.

mum told me to used my own money, siolololo.
taknak, haha. wanted white, but samsung outlet tkder.
then went best denki. hahaha.
got it siolololo! happy nak mampoos, mak kasi choice lagi nak yg P2.
lagik mahal. tk jadik, cause too bulky.

then mama asked boyfren, baik hati kepe! haha.
boyfren pon got it siolololo!
mine's white, his is red! hawt kepe.
bluetooth function, gerek kepe. =)
syg kedua2nyer. heh.
then, homesweethome. =)

and today, went bowling! at west bowl, with gf + iin + gf's bro.
and boyfren. boring sia west bowl. i love kallang leisure park bowling alley!
hehe.
and today, i was embarrsed giler babi.
got this lil girl at this lane, when i catch a glimpse of her, i cnt focus,

then there 1 part which i wanted to throw the ball.
it slipped off my hands the the ball FLEW backwards.
and i had a super duper great laugh mcm org tebiat.
sheeesh, never before.
and this matsaleh said, 'its infrnt,not at the back'
ohdear, maluuuu giler! =P
but, klakar at the same time.

after bowl, proceed to holland v.
search for cold rock ice cream.
only outlet in spore siololo.
and got it, saw nicolaaaaaaa! haha
walauwey, she quit nursing.
grrrrr, gonaa miss u lah !

back, wow. best sia ice crm.
gerek. thanks to JULIE LOVE!
for telling me whre is the plce. =)
tapi, expensive nak mampos!
once in a while. =)
must try.

then bus-ed to marina, went to flyer.
popeye's! =)
mcm2 happened, shall not elaborate. haha!
and, we taxi-ed back home.
thanks boyfren, sending me home.
=)

and and and, tomorrow i will be posted to IMH!!!!!
siololololo! jauh nak mamposssssss!
mati for sure. sheeeesh!
anyhoo, i will surely updte when im there.
it my virgin visit there sia. nervous + excited nak mampos!
hahaha.

okeh lah, im done blogging.
pictures up, goodnyt lovelies.
=)

He isn't the guy i knew months back.
He isn't the guy i knew who never hurt me in the past.

He is just not the guy i knew.
His a different person now,
He isn't nice just like last time,
He isn't the gentlemen he used to be.

Or is it something wrong with me.?

He hurts me more often now.

and i HATE being in this situation.

he hates my friends and probly, he'll hate me too.

i need a life, i need strength,
i'am just too weak.

i have the urge to give up.
pray for me to hold on.

goodbye.

previous post was kinda funny.
because i tried using my phone.
=)
oh shall i say my 1week and 5 days phone.
hadn't really explored it yet.
because i had no time.
yes, no time.

hadn't been on good terms with boyfren.
and i shall not elaborate what's happening.
and the everyone in the house knew it,
i refused to answer anything.

and tomorrow is the last day working in ward 10.
3 weeks. it was great, didn't quite like the staffs.
but now, they're great, SOME!
yesh, they are.
it was a meaningful journey though.
sabo-ed some people.
working with laughter in the air.
stories of patient having 3 more months to live.

its kinda sad. but, we can't predict.
and tomorrow, i'am stucked in the busiest team again.
thanks lah. freaking betol siololo.
okeh, thats the new word.

and oh! i'am proud to be in AH.
Alexandra Hospital, because it the top in the list.
*clap hands*
NUH was the last, nehnehniepoopoo!
i loike, i hate NUH anyway,
but will be posted there for mother and child.

next week would be IMH!
=))
quite looking forward. yes.
it will be a great one, but travelling there would kill all of us.
sheesh.

i'am done.
maybe out with bestfren later.

i hate people gg back on their words.