Friday, November 28, 2008 @ 4:45 PM

it was a great dissapointment.

thanks anyway.

you made me so dissapointed,

despite of making me feel better,

u made it worst, and its a bigger dissapointed.

instead of making me feel better, settling the problem.

you created it. you created the problem.

which really makes me feel like giving u a 1 tight slap on the face.

trying to fight back for your rights?

craps.

you know i was gg to bbdc, you know.

alone. read this, ALONE!

despite knowing i'am alone, you wouldn't even wanna woice out,

"nak i teman kan tak?" no. indeed, he said, okeh.

f u. thanks anyway.

he wasnt someone like this before.

i said i wanted to take a stroll somewhere,

i though you u say,"no, i'll go with you."

indeed, NO again.

i'll go all by myself.

sleeeepy? yes, you can sleeep till you never wake up.

i had only 6 hrs of sleep today. you had a goodnight sleeep.

making me think of all the problems. lingering in my mind,

while you, snoring away.

like hello? and then, saying, no, you wanna settle.

settle my foooot!

whatever it is, im truly, greatly dissapointed with you.

as usual, you change,

yes, Nazree has changed.

from someone who is caring to a person who can't be bothered.

someone who wipe my tears when i cry to just person who look at me crying.

you made me teared for the one whole day.

thanks alot. appreciated.

i don't mind if you wanna find another perfect girl.

go ahead.

@ 7:33 AM

i feel like dying siaa!

damn. i'am back from my totally NOT awesome night.

yesterday, alot of admission. plus, MRSA pt grew larger.

gilaaaa siololo.

did parameter like gile.

urine bags everywhere.

my eyelids were sooo heavy, no, too heavy to even open my eyes.

coffee didnt work out. nothing worked out.

i wished i could stick a toothpick, just like tom&jerry show.

my friends,am shift said," Julie, u look like u're gg to die"

indeed i am.

my hair was totally out of place.

with my ctct lense freaking dry, and i had to use 50ml sodium chloride.

sheeeeesh.

this time rounnd, i did everything my own.

when i feel scared, i run. muahaaha.

if not, i will just wait and wait.

i wanna sleeeep.

my superb mama fetched me bcause i really ran out of energy.

all drained out.

i slept for 4 hrs only yest. irritating.

i had my bath, and im so gonna have my beauty sleep.

good night!

no, good morning indeed. (:

Thursday, November 27, 2008 @ 6:48 PM

night was awesome! (:

but, freak, F-c-u-k.

i'am having such a huge MOOOOODSWING!

as usual, SHE spoilt my day early in the morning,

after my oh-so-wonderful night w kak amimah & asshar!

haa. freak,freak,freak, i freak out.

and as usual, HE picked me up,

and as usual, if i dint have my beauty sleeeep.

just get ready alright?

he was 1st on list kena blast.

he knows im freaking tired mcm nak mati,still irritating me.

sent me home, and i landed with my cntct lense,

till HE said, ey,sleep w yr lense, takeout.

then i took out, wanted to sleep baq, cant.

so, 930,woke up 1015.

then HE irritates me like hell.

1130 fell asleep till 330.

wtf siaaaa?!

i just wanted the rest and the sleep sia...

and freak la, today will be HELL for sure.

and i was so freaking bored to the max!

did my IMH proposal and letter.

and surf the net.

using my computer. gawd!!

i miss the old me lah seh.

can i turn back time?

asshar has sleeping problem. just like me.

muahahaha! i wanna sleep like a pig, but cant.

wth!

todays last, and sleeping day.

but,sat's working,FREAK!

i wish to bring my lappy to work.

hurhur, lets partay like yest.

tc ppl.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008 @ 11:40 PM

night duty tomorrow!

tada. (:

hello people.

the day i have been waiting day has arrive for sure.

none other than night shift! (:

ohmy2, lucky thing both ANs are super nice ppl.

1 is my senior & another is super nice. (:

so, hopefully my night w azhar will be a smooth one.

freaking tired & sleepy. hasn't had enough sleep though.

a crazy man in my ward, shouted vulgarities.

tsk3.

and demanding relatives, damn.

all i can do is, SMILE! and say,"i'll help you check, will tht b alright?"

damn, over and over again i have to repeat.

well. i've gotten a new white helmet.

loan from mama. hurhur,since my pathetic pay is not in.

and bcause of pathetic late submission, haiyah!

troublesome. but at the very least, i could get for bf something on his bdae.(:

anyhooooos, today is the 25.

and happy 15 monthsary boyfren. (:

today was well spent, AM shift.

and then bf fetch and off to kallang leisure park,

at last he got to go. (:

then went to farest for ice cream. yummy mummy!!

and off to home sweeeeeet home. (:

boyfr,

last few days were awesome.

it was a whole lots of fun.

not forgetting laughter.

and trying my very best to save money.

haha! (:

perhaps. i need to close my eyes.

goodnight lovelies.

as usual. somethings surely is wrong.

his curious + kepo! hahaa

font cute ey? i like the font,nt showing it off okeh!

24/11,marina pier. tgk kapal je? boring. haha!

((:

Tuesday, November 18, 2008 @ 10:30 PM

motor!

after 2 days of pm shift, finally am shift for tomorrow.

i feel like dropping dead, serious shit.

its freaking so tiring i swear.

a month left for me to endure & go through everything!

sheesh. sucks!

and there's so many freaking things happening in the team im posted to.

super duper busy shit la.

its ohkays. although i complain much,bt still,i do my things ohkay!

anyhoos, i hate my attitude can?

really2 hate can?

know why?

I've always wanted my boyfren to be with me round the clock.

BUT,when i see him to often,i will definately have a tiff.

for sure, as usual, he irritates me and i feel like punching him. *LOL*

but, i really2 hate this feeling in me,

its all because.

i want my nazree all to myself.

see? how selfish i can be?

i get so pissed when hes not around me.

i dunno, thats my freaking attitude la.

i get so agitated when he goes anywhere,leaving me.

instd, i should follow. HAHA!

i don't 'kong-kong' him ohkay.

i give him fresh air to breathe. kan nazree kan?

but still,

i want him to be with me everytime.

can nazree can? (:

jahat per aku. hurhur!

of course la, i sayang him what.

kan best ader teman, esp teman bebual & teman geletek.

tickling him is the best!

hurhur! (:

and you should understand that i'am the 1 and only precious girl.

hahaha! therefore, i have no one to disturb.

and thats why i need nazree! haha

anyhoos, most already know la.

ain't a surprise anymore.

credits to azmeer. (:

there you go. guess who?

he got sexy legs. HAHAHA!

that boy in the picture was so semangat la.

excited like crazy.

tsk3.boy2. haha.

ride safely anyway. (:

and of course, my helmet was already used by salihin & his mummy.

who's next? haha.

liyana probly? HAHAHA! (:

anyhoos, i gotta sleeeeep for now.

its freaking late and i have to get up early tomorrow.

goodnight loves. (:

and his the greatest. his my everything.

i heart him to lil bits&pieces. (:

thanks for the bringing me to macdnld.

mcriddles certainly makes my day!

aww. i love you to the very end.

Sunday, November 16, 2008 @ 12:09 AM

hellos loves.

weekends are here once again.
time do really flies. 5 days full of madness around me.
a finally, a rest day. (:

As usual, have been really2 under loads of pressure.
pressure cooker. LOLS.
Friday back to school. it was gr8. i miss bitch!
haha. and the other 2. damn.
well, what can i say, friends come and goes.
although u share problems,but still, she bitch about you.
she comes to you when she needs,but ditch you when she wants.
i don't need a friend like that.
i'am truly fine with it alright.
get this in your mind?

you ignored me, i can ignore you a zillion times than that.
ohwell. i don't bother.

haiz, well, you live life alone.
you're born into the world alone, unless you have twins.
and you'll die alone, obviously. duh!
so,handle problems alone. yes.
that what i always wanted to do.

friends? i rather have my mum.
if not, i would rather go alone. seriously.
its hard to dpends on others.
seriously it is.

i'am hoping for another brighter and smiley day tomorrow.
today was great till some issues which made me so pissed off.
my anger level was at the tip. i couldn't take it.
i really need to shop. its been long since i did that.
more tops. more shoes. more bags.
just all more. and definately, more scolding & nagging from mama.

anyhoos, saturday noon was great. yes?
chalet again, on 2nd Jan till 5th Jan. gr8 isn't it? (:
so, fetched sister & babygirl. off to book.
then had lunch at geylang bfre proceeding to aunt's crib.
then baq home, a quick makeup and change,
off to singapore flyer. asked dad to go w mama.
but he doesnt want.

and so, i brought babygirl along with mama.
and she's being so notty. she shouted in the cabin mind u.
and she can't stop walking.
and my hands are aching having to carry her body weight.

but, she's still the most adohrable ever. (:
and i had brownies at popeyes, yummylicious!
and we proceeded baq home.

i need to shop. seriously.
and i need mcriddles.
(:

goodnight loves.

the shoes byfren bought for her.

the blouse i bought, i went crazy over babies clothes. (:

byfren made her hair that way, jahat kan!

like i said, she's super adohrable. (:

lepak time.

the complete family. (:

take a look a salini, haha, sunday morning. naz took this!!

(:
i was thinking of having a hair cut. how?
my bro in law said im crazy.
but, i miss my short hair!
what do u ppl think? comments anyone?
takecare! (:

Wednesday, November 12, 2008 @ 12:01 AM

goodnight

Hello ONGS!
i believe amirah will start laughing by then.
thanks to her actually,
i called everybody ong.
haha!

tomorrows afternoon, atlast!
after 2 mornings, tiring, and lack of sleep!
(:
and i put my blog aside, since im too busy.
wanting to change the layout,
but i have insuffcient time.
i'am a very busy girl.
and im so very stresssssed.
ok go, i didnt know why.

love stressing myself i guess.
amirah ong has always been laughing at me at work.
but today, i laughed at her, bcause she dropped something.
"staffs only"
hahaha. stopit.

well2.lets put work aside for now.
what shall i blog about?
oh, prolly mums & sis organising a chalet.
celebrate mum&dad aniversary, yana&iin a year,and naz ong bdae.
& new year. hurhur.
my bdae no chalet sia. im not happy.
LOL.

okeh, dh malam.
nak tido.

i hope mama ong buys me mcriddles tomorrow.
because i will defintely wakeup.
hurhur.
goodnight ONGS!
(: