Sunday, December 28, 2008 @ 12:41 AM

gr8day

it was indeed a great day yesterday.
yeay, saturday which has just passed.
it was filled w laughter.
and seriously it was.

started off w early in the morning having to do practice.
and having to wait 45mins for bf to arrive.
omg. i felt like knocking his head seh.
then off to fetch dadday at hospital.
back home. such mundane saturday.

so, went home, and sleep!
bcause of the anitibiotic i felt drowsy.
plus, im well!
thanks to SGH medication.
i went to a&e department all bcause i couldnt take it any longer.
bf send me as mum need to admit daddy.
but, it was a fast one, super fast. haha.

then, after 3 rounds of medication.
i feel better. and my appetite is back!
yipe. i lost a lil fats ard the tummy.
but its gg to grow baq. sheesh.

oh, yeay.
get baq. bf was watching mtv all the way.
at 4 or 5 pm, somebody rang the doorbell.
mom and bf opned, they saw balloon.
and thought my godbro put it there.
hurhur.
then salihins face appear. haha.
followed by gf. wasnt expecting at all.
tysm for the cute2 balloon.
just like me when im sick.
i will just probly lay down.

(:

then decided to tag them alng.
we went public. after such a long period of time.
hurhur. gr8!
then they had dinner and me & gf went to grab something for bf present.
bcause i will certainly have no time.
whever i go, there will be boyfren.
so, i rather just buy and give it to him. (:

then proceeded to suntec. to play arcade.
hurhur. its was seriously gr8. and AWESOME!
esp the 2 seater car which could exchnge driver.
gurls vs guys. we nearly win, bt we didnt.
and we play the sweets machine. those mentos sweets.
it was a total awesome shit seriously.
after such a long time since i last played that.
omg. its so freakingfunny and fun la.

iin hit the jackpot. yana choose the tigger.
told her to bring it home, she refused.
haha. so, i shall not miss the chance.
tysm u guys.
and its was total awesome at the arcade tooo.
seriously. omg.
its like the happiest day of my life. but, nt really la.
bcause we were like shouting2 to each other and such.
and we didnt notice ppl bhind looking at us play. hurhur!
(:
funny.

to you guys,
tysm. its was a total awesome i shall say.
soon aite. to YES man. (:
and night safari.
preety soooooon! (:

goodnight lovelies.
(:

Thursday, December 25, 2008 @ 12:00 AM

16mthsary

HAPPY 16 MONTHSARY BF. (:

Boyfren means the world to me tau! (:

Tada,we turned 16. yipeeyaayaa.

mcm happy gitu eh, padehal2. hurhur.

well2.

dearest boyfren ku, kamu amat disayang dan slalu tersayng.

like duh, his the greatest you know.

just like my next mommy.

but, nono, he will always be the lovely boy.

and his a rare gem. not easily found in thousands.

and thats the reason why im glad and blessed to have someone like him.

words can't describe everything.

you're the most loveliest boyfren i ever had.

and guide me to the right path whenever i go astray.

be my light at the end of each dark tunnel.

and i'll pray for you every moment,

hoping everything would be safe and sound.

boyfren.

i love you truckloads, lorryloads and whatsoever loads alright.

thank you for everything.

and for the green carebear to cheer me up today.

ilysm hunneh. (:

done. (:

i feel loved.

heh.

goodnight. (:

Wednesday, December 24, 2008 @ 4:00 PM

alright, just let me clear this air around here okey?

its a fact when gf said, if somebody else were to be around,

i wouldnt want to tag along.

its so true. yes i admit.

but you once said you wanted to bring us there aint you?

but,after you got your pay, u need to settle your bills,

give part of it to your dad and stuffs.

so, we don't actually bother.

its nothing major to us anyway.

and the actual fact is, we don't bother where you guys wanna go alright.

after few months of only 4 or 5 times contacting w each other.

i realised. just 1 thing. after so many years we've been close together.

just 1 pharse.

you have your own life to lead.

i have my own life to lead too.

i can't depend on you.

neither can you depend on me right?

after 2 years im in nursing,

don't tell me you dunno how my shifts are right?

and i get damn tired every morning shift.

how am i suppose to go out?

you want to, sure,i'll get moodswing arnd the clock.

and im sure,

we are the ones who usually had to call you guys out.

realised that? and now, we didnt do that,

thats the reason why u said youre the one who need to ask us out.

any problems nowadays, you turn to your workmates, your boyfren.

not me anymore.

and thats the reason why. i know.

probly you doesnt want to burden me more,

but last time, youre able to share it w me anyway.

i bear no grudges alright.

to anyone, whoever alright.

im just saying on what i've been keeping for the past months.

but i'll hope this and that ends here.

i'am looking forward to chalet and hoping to have a gr8 time w u guys.

+ sorry peeps for the lack of updates of melacca trip.

all because im so freaking sick and feel-like-dying. hush.

on tuesday morning, 6am, i got up,and starting vomit,

ewww! its been donkey years i've vomitted.

probly i saw sis vomited on sunday. hurhur.

and i started to have diarhoea.

i ran up and down to the toilet.

all i did was sleeep. and i didnt even munch on anything the whole day.

mum called,she took half day, as she felt sick too.

at home, she had the same symptms as me too.

evening, went to the dr.

she said we had very bad food poisoning till we vomitted.

my fever shot up to 38.9.

but still, we didn't know what food causes it.

she gave me and mummy injection, buscopan.

and after which, i slept all the way.

my head was freaking heavy, and guess what,

walking to the kitchen, felt like walking to jurong.

while walking to dr, felt like travelling to pr.

how pathethic.

and i felt so lifeless. seriously.

im left w no energy left. how pathetic can that be.

i hate decembers, i will always fall sick this point of time.

and nazree's bdae is coming up. and i have yet to buy him anything.

headache. bleargh.

and nazree has been kind enough to buy me minitoons sweets.

tyvm ya nazreeee.

my head is baq spinning.

rest once again.

merry xmas!

Monday, December 22, 2008 @ 12:04 AM

apologies for the late entry cum post once again.
hasn't any free time lately.

so, let's start off.
1st of all.

congrates to my nursing mates,JR0701 batch,
as all has already passed out.
well. each and everyone has grown.
and now,
all of us has ended the 2 years nursing course in ite.

oh gawd, how unbelievable can that be?
i'am done with school. nursing. 2 yrs?

thats totally a fast one.
and it has been a pleasant journey.
despites all the arguements,noises,cursing everywhere.
we're still friends anyway.

so,
I'VE GRADUATED! (:
not yet the grad ceremony. hurhur.

anyhoos, i'am now not that keen w paramedics after what has happened today.
prolly i'am mentally fit to become one.
all bcause...

my story comes in now. hurhur.

i had just returned from melacca w family, sister,broinlaw,bf.
we rented a car instead bcause my mummy car couldnt fit in.
so a bigger car instd. damn.
the car sucks to the core anyway.

we went to return at woodlands, and park the car.
drop the key in the owners postbox.
wanting to hail a taxi.
we saw somebody lying on the road.
and somehow, me,mum,broinlaw & bf was keen to see.
kpo what.
we thought a bangla has just met w an accident,
instd, it was a malay women. and a malay man.
their motorbike was at the other side of the road.
omg. my heart jumped like seriously.

i felt useless as i just stood there and see, and only 1 or 2 ppl are helping.
and suddenly, broinlaw went over.
banglas and chinamen were just looking and helping to control the traffic.
and the crowd started to gather more and more.
broinlaw salam2 and i somehow decided to follow.
and the women stood there helplessly,couldnt move.
she had abrasion,lacration,and some deep cut.
all i could do there was to comfort her.

her husband was a few metres away,
but i didnt came over to help him.
bcause i didnt feel comfortable. so, i just stood there w bro in law.
talking to her. conforting her.

paramedics arrived 10 mins.
and over the other side, there's a women or men lying too.
i didnt knw wht haappened to the other side.
and the 1st ambulance took the 1st casualty away.
and 1 of the paramedic was the ITE trainee.
she was sweating and running all over the place.
and i started imagining if it were to be me.
oh dear.
2nd one came, and took her husband 1st.
i just could help a little though.

infact, i wouldnt want to kpo.
ppl would say.macm pam.
hurhur.

ohwell, its over anyway.
after sending sister home.
i witnessed another accident.
4 or 5 cars collided and a taxi standing on the top.
how scary? tell me?

today was such a remembrance.
serious shit.
its the 1st time to everything.
boooooo!

shall elaborate sooner.
bcause i need to sleep.
goodnight.

the super hot day. and useless aircon. hurhur

odw home. too bored huh.

hotel puri. baba&nyoya place. nicenice!

and the black lenses i had to use. haa.

(:

Monday, December 15, 2008 @ 12:24 AM

fck siol

trust me when i said i really had a shock of my life.

yes.

i really2 did when the moment 2 policemen were standing infrnt of my door

at 12 midnight.

ringing the doorbell.

at 1 moment, i thought it was my clock.

but no, it wasn't.

i was too scared to even go to the door.

i asked mummy to wakeup, i peeped.

policemans. omg!

then he said, "makcik, kunci tergantung kat luar"

OMG! thanks to nazree, he didnt take out.

he put the keys there and then.

and my stupid bibik, locked the gates and door.

never notice. fcuk.

then next he asked,"cik, Juliana ader?"

my heart jumped and it was in my mouth.

next was, "what did i do wrong sia?"

never in my life policeman came asking for me seh.

then i came over, he said,

"Someone found your wallet just now and passed it to the clementi stnt"

and i was "whatttt?! OMG!!"

i was so freaking fucking careless that i didnt even noticed it!

omg.omg.omg. really wanted to cry sia.

my IC, atm crd,ezlink was all inside there.

how careless can i be? tell me?

and i dunoo whether the policemens or the kind soul dig my wallet.

all was in a total mess. and nothing was stolen actually.

only all my receipts were all taken out and messed out.

my cards and everything, everywhere.

but its okeh. im just to relieved.

bowdow or what,I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE WHEN IT SLIPPED!!!!!

OMG!

and plus, the policeman is a malay guy.

and he talked to me. with my hair all over the place.

w my butterfly baju.

goodnesss siololo.

anyway, thanks to the kind soul.

bcause i can never repay your kindness.

to whoever you are.

thank you very much from the bottem of my heart.

i appreciated it lots,seriously i do.

i really2 want to know who has given the wallet to the policestnt.

thanks truckloads once again kind soul.

may god bless you.

BAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

i'am freaking super stress out,

had a tiff with parents this morning.

just bcause of gg brkfst.

then ended up, i stayed at home and played games all the way till noon.

then had another tiff with mum.

shes irritating! baaah, but i don't care.

boyfren came over, suppose to bring me out.

but it was drizzling. road still wed.

and he told me he nearly skidded bcause its wet.

and he pressed the brake too hard or whatever sort.

told him to go and service it, stubbrn, saying no money. URGHS!

so i told him, i dunwan to risk my life,

imagine, i was also pissed off with him.

and still he said he didnt do anything wrg.

ended up, went out at 5.

headed to bedok, roti john! (:

and while on the way there.

the stand on the bike which i put my feet is loose.

and in the middle of ecp,my foot slipped which cause the bike to wobble.

lyk fck definetely. and my sole touched the burning hot exhaust.

freeak, and then i had cramps till now.

boyfren got kancheong siol.

and i didnt even knw where to park my foot sia.

painful oi.

and a lil part of my leg is swollen due to the slip of the foot.

arghs!

then went to walk ard at bugis.

its been long since i steeped there.

loads and loads of ppl. tons of them i guess.

bought myslf a bag. again i know. (:

then headed to orchrd, wana go tangs.

wanted to buy the bag i wanted, but, i decided to give it a miss.

seriously.

plus boyfren got to the wrong carpark which stated no entry for motorcycles.

and got stucked.

sway! again!

went to vivo, tangs.

no more of the bags i wanted.

he bought his milkshake and we proceeded to wstcst foodcntre b4 home.

at wstcst,after buying food and such, i was climbing on the bike.

and adjusting myself bcause of my butt imbalance,

boyfren was clumsy enough not to control properly.

lucky thing, we both didnt topple to the right.

another fck up incident. sheeesh, wth?

and i had to balance w my legs and now i got burnt legs!

sheeeeeesh. i hate scars!!

plus, i neeeed a haircut. but, i feel wasted.

bcause the ends are always stucked togther after i took out my helmet.

well.

14 december will be always hated. yes,indeed!

anyhoos,

Happy birthday to ain &azhar.

and

Happy 1st yr to the girlfren & salihin.

goodluck guys. may you both last forever.

goodnight ppl.

morning shift tomorrow.

sucks to the core!

blueks.

i hate being careless.

damn.

Friday, December 12, 2008 @ 6:33 PM

hello lovelies. (:
current location: K.K Hospital.

lil babygirl & the big bro got admitted at the same time.
too high fever and they're blasting hot.
(:

well. i went to sent with mummy and nazree.
ohdear, too many childrens were sick.
there's alot of kids crying their hearts out.
babygurl was wailing when she saw the nurse/doctor w mask.
hurhur.
has been visiting her since then.
lucky thing i was morning shift.

well, IMH IS TOTALLY LIKE OVER!! (:
so at last. this time round sucks. seriously.
so. whatver lets leave it behind anyway.

next week i'll prolly be gg away.
2days for holidays. yipee
5 mre days to work.
baaaah, sucks.

im so freaking busy and has even no time for myslf.
sheeeesh. but its ok, i'll be free soon.
and fyi, im getting darker thanks to the sun.
damn.
(:

takecare people.
(:

blogger:this song is DIK-WALI BAND. ((:

Friday, December 05, 2008 @ 11:35 PM

its definately great bcause weekends are here again. (:

well, i'am looking on the brighter side you know.

wasn't kinda so freaking stressed up.

and everything has gone back to normal.

yeah indeed, normal. (:

weekends are finally here.

and i'am left with 2 freaking weeks to attchment.

and yes, i've already gotten my grades,which im quite contented with.

not an A*, but at least something better i could achieve thn last yr.

i've been improving since i did badly since year 1.

so,i'll definately try paramedics. thats what i've always wanted.

(: see me soon there aite? insyallah.

and, i've passed. the freaking test. omg. 1 more to go.

thanks to boyfren for acmpnying me there.

i was really shaking. and 1st to finish, within 10mins.

you call that test? haha.

i'am gonna work hard on the 2nd 1.

my bro in law has already pass it, today.

so, i must challenge against him.

muahahaha! (:

after test, boyfren brought me to marina barrage.

omg! it so freaking hawt! sun was scorching.

i turned black seriously.

but its a freaking nice place. for nice photograpy.

i'am pestering byfrn to bring me there again.

this time w my digicam. (:

and IMH has been pain in the ass.

staffs there are so like, URGH!

but, i don't care. whatever.

this ppl can just die bcause they dont knw whats manners are.

i'am so gonna enjoy my weekends.

you ppl too yeay? (:

Tada.!MARINA BARRAGE.

mcm teddybear gitu eh?

thats farisha ong.

& lastly, mimi ong. (:

Tuesday, December 02, 2008 @ 11:02 PM

i'll promise you'll never see me again.

it wasn't a bad hair day till this happens again.
life,simply unpredictable.
one sec, everythings so fine,
and the next, totally ruined.

i wonder why does this unwanted things happen?
but why i have to face it?

in fact, i have nobody whom i can turn to nowadays.

my bestfriend?
well, she's busy with life,work,bf,friends.
i wouldn't want to bother her.
anw, what can she do?

my boyfriend?
he have been such a sucker nowadays.
no way if i were to talk to him.
his always right when his wrong.
and he can never accept it.
so, he will all put the blame on me.
what's the use?

my family?
definetely a big NO!
nothing i could complain.

life sucks as usual.
relationship sucks too.
just everything.

so people, appreciate and be happy when you have a blissful life.
yes?
do takecare.

how long more should we go on like this?

i want the used to be nazree..

@ 12:09 AM

yaw

everything seems to be fine now.
so, i'am feeling much2 elated & happier.
bcause now i know how much i meant to my bf.
tehehe. jahatnye. haa.

well, ended up after a trip to bbdc.
went to wcp.(westcst park)
he waited for me.
and we had a really2 good talk.
which really2 made all my stress flew away.
the clouds,and the shining stars,totally awesome.

weekends were spent w sister,mimi,farisha ong.
omg,im starting to miss her every week la.
she's simply so adohrable la seh.
saturday we went to eat dinner.
and farisha ong wanted to be with me.
she didn't want anyone else to carry her.
sheesh,and again, my arms ache again.
sunday,met again, to ikea,giant at tamp.
and again, she ran to me when she saw me.
tell me how cn i not love her so much?
(:

bf bought me to mt faber.
nothing much la actually,
shall try the henderson waves sometime.
yesh bf? (:

so, today is 1st day of IMH.
how? amcam?
my nice aka kind bf decided to send me as mom's working.
and i have to catch the 1st train to reach. omg.
isn't that like freaking early?
duh! (:

well. boyfren being super nice this days.
bcause i have been tolerating his nonscenes for the past few weeks.
kept on scolding me.
when i ask, stress. if not, nothing.
with his crumpled like paper face. hurhur.
as usual, lelaki dpt motor, kerek!
heeeh, just like my bf.
ekseyn mesti mau lebih.

ohya, i've been bumping zia for the past 2 days.!
haha. (:
funny la she, was wondering who would scream my name.
there she go, waving. haha.

ohkay, i want to sleeeeeeeeeeep.
night lovelies.
pictures to b updated sooon!
(: