Tuesday, August 25, 2009 @ 11:18 PM

Happy TWO years Hunneh.

time pass by very pass.

super fast,

extremly fast.

today, 2years with love.

still, i'am so deeply in love with him.

upcoming month,

will definately be sucky for me.

his going to leave me.

how?

and raya, dunno will be able to celebrte w him and such?

sadddddddddddddddddd! :'(

how to get over this?

i'am just 1 lucky girl whom he always pampers.

and its not easy for me to get over it.

boyfren, don't leave please??

stupid NS.stupid,stupid.

today, wouldnt be clebrting our 2 years.

instd, sat. all bcause we're too busy with work.

after work. we went to vivo. just a while.

and off to JP, just to buy youghrt.
(:

he promise to bring me out on sunday.

to makeup for today.

thankyou syg.(:

tsk. off to sleep.

tired.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009 @ 10:23 PM

tired,busy!

Hello. Hello World.

Life has been pretty busy lately.

there is so many events happening lately,

and ramadan is coming any day from now.

and its gonna be a very sad 1.

1st time w/o dad after 19 years of my life.

well. i'am super exhausted and gonna fall sick anytime.

i didn't have enough sleep due to GILALAPIS.

4 disturb nights.

having diffcult time to wakeup.

sleeping super late.

scarifice just for GILALAPIS!

even helped mom baked till 4am in the morning.

such a dread oh-kayy.

having to work the next day,its really super tiring.

and, bad news, my 1 and only staff nurse had a bad fall,

and needed to be admitted.

she had a really2 bad fracture.

ohdear.and. we're on our own.

and i'am confident enough,

we can fight those battle on our own.

i just love my colleagues.

serious shit. i'am nothing without them.

and i never regret working there.

thank god for just eveything.

i'am bless to have a good boss,fun manager,

and super gereks kaki colleagues.

even the doctors.

appraisal this friday,my manager sounded me just now.

and he scolded me for not looking at him while answering.

tsk. lame la.

this past 2 weeks, i don't have any time for myslf.

to pamper myslf for shopping, or even window shop.

just tooooo busy.very2 busy.

off to sleep. another day of work.

and payday!

gonna manja my bf and bring him out for shopping!

bcause, his gonna serve the nation soon, very soon.

and i'am on my own. :(

Saturday, August 08, 2009 @ 1:00 AM

see the moon & the stars

Things change..

and, People change too.

and i fear of changes the most.

seriously.

changes for the BETTER,definately looking forward to it.

changes for the WORST thing on earth, not at all.

i've always hated that part the most.

i've just notice,all my friends,

whom have years of relationship,

separated,just like that.

people come and go that easily.

indeed,most of my nursing friends,

have someone new.

those with the longest relationship,broke off.

just like that.

i'am scared.

but i shouldn't be thinking about

all this.

*huge sigh*

today was proably wasn't my day at all.

seriously.

boyfriend had to wake up early as his from my place,

and travel all the way to Changi, his workplace.

early in the morning already pester me to change his dressing.

while he happily eating his nestum & reading papers.

tsk. so at work was quite fine.

loads of complicated cases and loads of phonecall were given out.

till at around 4 o'clock, i felt so dead.

so freaking tired+having issues with gigi bogeh.

so freaking irritating, he asked me along,

to his friend solemnization ceremony at Tamp.

he knows his dear gf work at Jurong East, how far i need to travel

+ peak hours, getting squeeze and such.

and i was thinking, and thinking not wanting to follow.

and this afternoon, i decided to tag along,

without the bike, w the MRT.

instead, he kept on insisting going with his friends.

die2 also with his friends,

so, tell me guys, what's the purpose of asking me along,

when i decided to tag along, he insist on going with his friends?

how?

well. boiling point, as he tested my patience since yesterday.

from the day of the accident, he was treated like A PRINCE!

i repeat, PRINCE!

this one cannot, that one cannot, take this, take that.

i jolly well shut my mouth and do it since i pitied him.

woah, 4days straight, till yesterday, cannot stand it sia.

then kept on saying, "sikit2 nak marah"

wth? you wouldn't want to listen to me,

if i say no, still do it,and failed.

see, always never listen to me.

pissed off+ so frigging irritated!

phhhhhheww!

anyway, i can't be bothered.

stupid nyoyas impatient nak mampos,

kept on testing my patience.

hell sia.

while other, pleasant.

super nice.

how i wish all patients would be that nice.

and, REC Company, all the employees came for HEP B.

11 of them. Me & Kearis, marathon oi!

gerek.com.sg. injectttt people. hurhurhur.

tomorrow is another working day,

and god, please make tomorrow a very pleasant one.

i'am so tired,fatigue,lethargic.

all the word i could explain for.

i wish for a loooooong holiday can?

fat hope.

at the very least, 2 days off.

Sunday&Monday, thanks to National Day.

Planning to go to Metro Sale tomorrow with the GF&Iin.

Hope so. Plan to.

And night time, fetch mom from baking studio.

and jyea,

WE'RE HAVING A SO CALLED BAZAAR AT SINGAPORE EXPO!

NEXT WEEK,DO COME DOWN & SUPPORTGILALAPIS.

MUCH APPRECIATED FOR THAT!

ITS MEGA RAYA EXPO SALE-MEGAEXPRESS.

13.14.15.16.

YOUR PRESENCE WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED!

THANYOU!

so, come okeh people.

can order cake lapis for hari raya.

and 100% salivating.

guarantee.

i miss my nursing girls.

gossips,stories to share,truckloads of it.

i miss my AH girls too.

Esp the Ong's Family.

Tsk, Memories will always remain as memories.

have a good day guys.

and happy holidays.

NDP 2009 was 1 of the best show's ever in history.

i enjoyed the preview to the very end.

10 stars and 2thumbsup.

driving home after ndp was mad!

LOL.

Monday, August 03, 2009 @ 11:20 PM

1st frightening experience.

Hello to All.

i'am just randomly updating this blog of mine.

i need to wake up early tomorrow all because nobody

will be sending me to work.

tsk.

today is such a bad bad bad day.

Bf got into an accident.

i was at work,calling some patients up,

to collect their reports and such,

and suddenly," shut up & move ya body..."

and my phone started ringing, tsk.

forgotten to turn it to silent,

and the very next thing is,

i saw boyfrns picture.

and my heart started to jump!

1st thing i pick up,
"hello, you, kenape you"

bcause it so random to get his calls early in the morning!

only mama calls me.

even he rarely msg me when he reach work.

and this few days, i always told him,

msg me when he reach, out of a sudden.

and yea, i know what the reason to it.

and bf replied me, "you, i accident uh you,kt Ecp,..blah3"

and i was like,"HUH?!! what happen you."

random sia, and all my colleagues approach me,

"you okeh Juliana?"

my eyes was so watery sia.

damn. then i told him i wanna come over,and he refused to let me la!

and i strted calling my mom who had a shocked and kept grumbling

wther his sleepy or wht la.

then, next,called Yana. damn.

i feel that the chair im sitting on was on fire.

i cant sit still.

she told me to calm down, still i couldnt.

and nxt, called bf mommy,

1st time, cnt get thrgh.

next 1, got thrgh.

and i asked," cik, naz ader call cik?"

she said, tkder, asal.

and i started stuttering, urms, urms,

tkder pape.

and she said, cakapla, asal.

so ya, blaah3.

all so kanchiong.

i msged him, no reply.

stress gile. i dunno how the situation was seh.

and then he called me up after the bike was towed and such,

ambulance, TP came.

its such a frightening experince for me.

its all fated, all we can do, to accept it and learn frm mistakes.

and i quickly applied for time off, and rushed home to take the car,

and zoooom off to fetch him to the hospital.

another random thing, i manage to drove myslf from clementi all the way to simei.

i was reciting prayers tons and tons.

i was so worried, i feel like just taking an airplane to simei.

and yea,manage to arrive safely.

fetched him and off to CGH!

Muyas was at some called triage!

and as usual, when the best kakis meet up,

kecohs!

waiting hr was a- ohkay. not really that bad.

so frigging cold can?

aiyo.

then did dressing, off from the place, and went to his workplce.

changi.

sent his MC, timesheet and such.

and off to tamp to submit timesheet.

meet his mommy.

then off to send her home,

and finally home.

like i said, a fulfilled time off.

what a day.

i'am so worried, bf cant even eat la.

haiyo. so pampered i tell you.

ask his mommy, tsk.

cooked for him mushroom soup, tk suker,

my lil two boys swallow it up,

ask mummy to buy chicken mushroom,

cook again, still. 50 50 wanna eat.

so, feed w straw.

tsk. how to get well?

goodnight homies.

tc bf, ride carefully next time and remember to recite prayers b4 moving off.